Love of Hitters

Contracts

JEZABELLA

I am almost done with the contract between my brother and I. 2 more jobs and I am done he did a little tweaking and made the mistaken job with 17 men into 15 diffrent contracts and included our mother as one.

I get up from bed and go to Brittons room it is only 3am but I cant sleep. I walk in and he is sitting in bed playing on his phone.

" Hey girl scout whats up?"

" can't sleep seeing if you where awake"

He raises his eyebrow

" You have a phone Jezabella you could have text me."

" Okay fine I couldn't sleep so I was going to come cuddle. There I said it happy?"

" Much and I was just texting you to see if you where up. Now get your Beautiful little ass over here."

I giggle and crawl in bed laying on his chest. We don't do this all the time usually it is just before big jobs. The next job we have we will be working with Giddean, He doesn't do many jobs anymore but this one has history for him.

I wake up with Britton rubbing my back down my spine I giggle.

" Morning"

" Um afternoon baby we slept till 2"

" s**t oh well"

He chuckles and flips me over kissing me.

" I need to go talk to your brother but I will see you later"

I nod and he gets up I stand up to get dressed and get hit with a wave of nausea. I sit back down and let it pass then continue to get dressed.

BRITTON

" I don't even know what to say Jack"

" The truth man"

" Right because the words, hey Jezabella I know niether of us do relationships but I want to be in a relationship with you sound f*****g great"

" Well it isn't a bad start man"

" And what happens when she gets her last Job?"

" She won't man not until a while after my wedding I am making her take a vacation."

" Besides I don't think she will go anywhere"

" Think but you don't know she has always said this lifestyle isn't forever to her"

" Relax Rit, your over thinking this"

" Yeah man I know sorry I don't know what is wrong with me anymore"

We walk to the kitchen and Dalia and Jezzy are talking and laughing. I wrap my arms around her and kiss her neck.

She turns around smiling

" Hey baby everything okay?"

I nod

" Fine girl scout what are you eating?"

" Um crackers"

I shrug and reach past her grabing one

" Jezabella can we talk?"

" Yeah of course"

I grab her hand and take her to the study

" I umm... I don't know where to start"

She puts her arms around me kissing me

" Then don't whatever it is you are obviously distraught about it so I propose you just focus on me until it is off your mind"

I nod and pick her up kissing her and carrying her to the desk. I put all the passion I can munster in every single touch I give her at the moment.

She lays on my chest when we are done

" I love you Britton"

I jump up

" What the f**k did you just say?"

"s**t, s**t"

" I'm sorry I didn't mean for that to come out"

" f**k I need to go"

Love? Love is a f*****g fantasy why would she even say those words.

JEZABELLA

I grab my clothes throwing them on and run out of the study why the f**k did I tell him that? Yes I love him and I never believed in love before but I do with him. f**k I really screwed up I completely avoid him for the rest of the day until it is time to work. I am so glad Giddean is with us so I have a buffer from the awkwardness.

Giddean took out the main three men and Britton and I where just backup for the goons. When we get done we all change and head back home. I run to my room Immediately throwing up the Cracker Jacks we got on the way home.

Britton walks in knocking on the door.

" Hey you alright?"

" Yeah just um bad tacos I guess"

" I really don't see how you eat those greasy ass thing Jezzy"

I nod and get up brushing my teeth

" Something I can help you with?"

" I want to talk about earlier in the study"

" What about it"

I spit and rinse turning around to look at him

" Why did you say that Jezabella?"

" You know love isn't real"

To you maybe it is to me now

" I don't know Britton call it temporary insanity"

He walks up to me picking me up and setting me on the counter.

" Please don't have a lapse again Jezzy I can't feel things like that niether can you"

" What does it matter anymore Britton?"

" I'm lost baby"

" Nothing... Just forget it and f**k me."

He nods and kisses me we take off our clothes and jump in the shower. He bends me over pushing into me. He slaps my ass as he goes harder making it sting from the water. He keeps pumping and slapping until I am an orgasming mess acreaming his name as I c*m.

" s**t Jezabella"

I stand up and grab my mouth jumping out of the shower to vomit again

" I will let you get some rest Jezzy"

I nod and he takes his leave, I brush my teeth again then lay in bed. After an hour I jump out of bed freaking the hell out. s**t, s**t how did I not realize that. I throw on some clothes and run out the door going to a 24 hour pharmacy and grabbing a pack of three test I go home and take them one at a time. They all pop up with a dreaded plus sign and I start sobbing.

What the f**k do I do, how the hell am I suppose to explain this? How the f**k did this even happen? s**t, I get up off the bathroom floor and throw the trash in my backpack and call Veda.

" Hey Jez whats up"

" I have an emergency can I come by?"

" High or low Jez?"

"Neither it is a diffrent kind of emergency"

" Um okay? Swing by the office sweatheart"

I hang up and head to her office she makes me pee in a cup then sits me in a room. She comes in with a small machine.

" Lay down Jezabella"

I lay back and she rolls the machine over my stomach. I hear a fast beating and bust out in tears again. She walks out of the room and comes back with a sono machine. She hands me a robe

" All lower clothes off please"

I nod sniffling, I come back and lay down she puts my feet in stirrups and puts a wierd looking probe inside of me. I flithch at the awkward feeling.

" Sorry Jez, I know it feels wierd"

She turns the screen to me.

" You are about 9 weeks sweatheart"

I start crying again

" How did this happen, I dont even know what to do right now Veda"

She puts the probe up and hands me a tissue

" Breathe sweetheart it isn't the end of the world."

" What are you talking about Veda of course it is I am a f*****g Hitter for crying out loud."

" Not to mention I can't raise a child I don't know the first thing about it"

" There are other options Jezabella"

" No, no I can't do that Veda"

" Okay so you will figure it out and I will help you. I am retiring but I will be your Dula"

" What about after I can't raise a child in this lifestyle Veda"

" Not just one but two Hitter parents, and I doubt Britton would even accept it."

" Isn't your contract almost up?"

I nod

" One more job and I am done"

" Then we will leave together sweetheart, we will get out of here and I will help you with that sweet baby"

I nod crying and she hugs me

" Shhh Jezabella everything will work out."

She soothes me and takes me out to lunch and getting me some vitamins.

" Take one every moring Jez these suckers will help with Nausea"

" And Jezabella try to talk to Britton about this he might suprise you"

I nod and head home and take a nap. I wake up with Brittons arms around me I scoot closer and fall back asleep.