Chapter 5 CaitlynWhy this alarm clock does not stop ringing for God's sake? It will end up giving me a headache. Beep, beep, beep. It has a continuous rhythm. I should value this detail but I do not. I find it horrendous and I have the unpleasant impression that it means something awful. I try to open my eyes, but they are glued. I want to raise my arms so I can rub them, only I cannot. This causes only pain in the wrists and a strange metallic noise. — Easy Caitlyn Cat. Everything is fine. Granny. What is she doing in my room? She has the right to come in, of course, but why would she do it in the middle of the night? Did I scream during a nightmare? And why on earth I cannot raise my hands? — Calm down, darling. The nurses tied your wrists. Pardon. What is it all about? I had a sever

