Chapter 13 CaitlynWhen I wake up, I still cannot believe my nerve. I invited Baraqiel to share my bed, we kissed, touched, and I wished so much more. If he had not pushed me away, who knows where the events would have taken us? Given the pain in my leg, not much further. However, I must admit that Baraqiel has a strange effect on me. It is like he understands me without me having to talk and with him I feel confident. I am just me, without apprehension. Even yesterday when I scratched myself until I bled, he did not judge me. He was distant after the shower, a shower during which I could enjoy his caresses so much, because it looked to me he was not satisfied just by washing me, but then he restrained himself. I am having a lot of trouble figuring this out, however I really want to find ou
