For the next week, I found myself in complete disarray as I was forced to watch him from afar, but unable to reach him either physically or mentally. I watched him be fawned over by my peers and even older women who thought they had a chance with him. It broke my heart how he could toss me away so easily. I wondered every night before bed if he thought of me, even for a second, but thought that maybe things were best this way. Before I knew it, another Sunday had come and I followed Tessa through the gate to reach the boy’s boarding school that was separated by a simple wall. Just as before, it had been decked out with everything that was forbidden between the two schools. However, even through the rings of m*******a smoke and pills being tossed around like candy, I couldn’t bring myself t
