Chapter Seventy Six
It was obvious in his eyes when I said those words that it kind of hurt him. And of course I felt that. I hate this whole thing of me feeling what he was feeling. Every single time that I make him feel a bad emotion, I feel it in myself too. And I have to take whatever is inside of me, all my energy, and use it to not care, to make sure that I absolutely do not do a damn about how he feels. But I have to say, it is definitely hard. But as hard as it is, I'm going to continue to do it. And if I have to make sure that I hurt him as much as he hurt me before I'm able to get to a point where I care less about hurting him, then so be it. And since he was against the idea of him being with me right now, that is precisely what was going to happen.
" Fine," he says, and I'm a
