Chapter Eighty Two
Something about reaching a decision on this matter is very hard.
It is very hard on my mind because I have so many things to consider. I have to consider the fact that Rebecca might hear of this and actually not like it and actually start to have other pains in her stomach and begin to blame it on me again. Which, knowing me, I will absolutely fall for again because I know I it is very easy for me to reach a state guilty again and feel like I'm absolutely to blame if anything happens to her.
And also not something else that she might think if she does find out that it happened, she will think that I'm not a person of my word, that I don't lie to her about being open to the idea of sharing Brock with her. Because here I am claiming him the first opportunity I get. So
