Chapter Sixty Four
I opened my eyes and realized that I am waking up just the same way that I slept all alone, feeling lonely with so much space left on this bed and I'm just in the middle of it all with so much room to roll over.
And I actually feel the need to complain about that. I do not like it. I was getting used to his touch. I was getting used to him being next to me. It was annoying, but in a nice way. I hate to admit it to myself, but I did miss him the entire night. Waking up this morning, it feels even lonelier than when I to bed
. I guess when I went to bed, I was still having the heat of my emotions. I still hated what he had said to me. I still hated realizing that no matter how hard that everything we try, it just always gets back to the point where I realized that it i
