I drove out of the hotel like a madwoman, tires screeching as I pulled onto the main road. The city lights hadn't fully taken over the evening sky. My hands gripped the steering wheel like I was holding onto Raven's life. My thoughts were spiraling. How long had she been enduring this? How long had she been silently crying for help while smiling, laughing...hugging me? Guilt clawed at my chest. I should have known. I should've seen it. A tear rolled down my cheek, and I hit the steering wheel hard. "Damn it!" I hated Noah. I hated him with every fiber in me. If he hadn't kissed Hannah that night, I wouldn't have walked away. We wouldn't have grown apart. Maybe we would've stayed together. Maybe I would've been there for Raven. Maybe I would've been the one she'd run to before she ever s

