Chapter 8 ~ I deserve this ~

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* Blaze's Pov * She coldly laughed, "Give me this back, otherwise send me back, choose one." She wants to deal with this, but it's too sad that both of them were precious to me. " NO love, you're more precious than my own life, but our memory is also important to me; I have only one photo, and I can't let you ruin it, right " I turned the photo frame toward her. She finally looked at the picture; I wrote the surprise all over her face, which I clearly understand. Because she has already destroyed all our memories and all that is related to our love, I know every detail of what she did after I left her heartbroken. Are you trying to prove me wrong? I have once loved a bastard, " Anna screamed at me; the pain in her eyes was something that I never wanted to see, yet I was the one who gave this pain. I raised my hand to her and tried to touch her tears, which were flowing out, but slapped my hand away and wiped her tears down her own; my heart was in pain. That girl once tried to act cute and always tried to attract my attention by looking like a cute bunny. But now when I badly wanted to touch her and give her all my attention she refused me, she learned how to control her emotions, her expression, she caged my Anna's heart; even when she woke up in a strange place, she seemed very calm. Anna knew someone had kidnapped her, yet acted, usually, but that was not her, that's not how my Anna should work, Anna should curse me for leaving her, she should show me how hurt she was, her fear, her emotions, I need to see everything. I put the picture frame back on the table and slowly walked up to her. She was still glaring at me, crossing her hands over her chest; I lost it; I know I should stay patient, but I don't want to anymore because I lost enough, and I don't start catching up right now. She will strengthen the wall, she created around her to stay away from me. I dragged her into my arms and looked straight into her eyes; this was the second time I pressed her so close, that my heartbeat could already touch the sky. She was shocked and kind of mad.   is okay with me; Anna tried to fight with me and get away from me, but how can I let her do this when I was trying to melt her in my bone and blood, " Look at me, " I said; this time, my voice was a little stern, and she was surprised once again; she didn't listen to me; she turned her face to the other side. This time I lost her; she was looking at an empty wall more than my face. I caught her chin and turned her face toward me " I want you to look at me when I talk to you because I love your eyes too much " as her face raised, her breathing fastened, and fell on my face, the hot air of her breathing lifted the fire in my heart. Without thinking forward and behind, I claimed her lips; I know she was still not ready for me, but this was total torture for me when she was in front of me, yet an invisible wall was between us; I wanted to break that wall. I wanted my Anna back, even if I had to force my way to her. I had to step up to break that wall because I was the one who backed off five years ago. I made my first move and kissed her. This time it was like butterflies flying inside my stomach, but she needed to break my fantasy; after all, she started wrestling and beating me on the chest. Yet I did not let her go; I kissed her more closely and I kissed her more harshly; I poured out my loneliness, my sorrow, these five years of love in this kiss. I wanted to plant them in her breath so that when she takes a breath, my love will stay on her breath, and only then will she feel how much I love her; I devoured her lips as my most precious obsession; yeah, she is my obsession. She is my day and my night; she is my peace, my only weakness as well. My hands were in an auto touching mood, and even at first, I did not want to touch her so intimately; I started doing it because my hand was already going inside her top. "MUH "Anna wanted to stop me, and she tried to bite me, but by seizing that chance, I slid my tongue into her mouth. I wanted to devour her whole and melt her in my blood so that she would accept me, but I froze when I felt something against my cheeks; I looked at her eyes and stopped because her tears were falling and suddenly stopped struggling. "Love" called her softly, and with it, she allowed to escape the pain that she had in her heart with her tears. " You bastard, let me go right now, " Anna said between her tears yet did not push me or try to move away from my arms; I also did not let her go because I wanted to melt her pain, which froze her heart too cold. She needed to lower her guard against me and my love; only then would I be able to warm her heart one more time. " Shush, love, it's okay, " I tried to coax her, but she started crying louder, " Nothing is okay, why are you back since you left long ago, then why are you back right now, why, why? Anna struck me in the chest, but my heart was suffering after all her words had stabbed my heart more than her light shots in my body. And yet I know I deserve it.  
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