Chapter 9- The question that shook her
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Amara didn’t remember walking out of the building.
She didn’t remember stepping onto the street, didn’t hear the honking cars, didn’t notice the late evening sun sinking behind the skyline. Her feet moved, but her mind stayed trapped in that corridor, replaying his voice, his eyes, his question.
Have we met before?
She had expected many things in this new life.
Awkward meetings.
Difficult tasks.
The haunting weight of déjà vu.
But not that.
Not him sensing something.
Not him feeling a ripple he shouldn’t feel.
It should have been impossible.
Their first life died with her.
Her memories restarted alone.
So why did it feel like he was standing on the edge of remembering?
She didn’t want answers.
She wanted distance.
She wanted silence.
She wanted her heart to stop racing like someone had reached into her chest and twisted the clock backward.
By the time she reached her small apartment, her hands were shaking slightly.
She locked the door behind her and leaned against it, closing her eyes.
Her mother was asleep. She could hear her soft breathing from the room down the hall. The sound grounded her. The sound reminded her of why she came back.
Protect her.
Protect yourself.
Don’t fall again.
She dropped her bag on the table and sank onto the couch, burying her face in her palms. The darkness of the room didn’t help. It felt like the past was trying to climb back into her body.
No matter how much she tried to shove it away, her mind replayed the moment he asked:
“Have we met before?”
She curled into herself.
“No,” she whispered into her palms. “No, we haven’t. Not in this life.”
The next morning, she dressed quietly. Her mother noticed the exhaustion beneath her eyes.
“You didn’t sleep,” Mama said gently.
“I just had a long day.”
Her mother cupped her cheek. “Don’t let work eat your strength. You’re still human.”
Amara forced a smile. “I know, Mama.”
But the truth was she didn’t feel human.
She felt like a reincarnated memory walking into a life that wasn’t finished with her.
She stepped outside, the morning air cool against her face.
Her phone buzzed.
A new email.
Her heart dipped.
From: CEO Office — I. Alpha
Subject: Early Review
Time: 9:30 AM
Location: Conference Room 12B
Note: Bring sentiment data.
Her fingers tightened around the phone.
A one-on-one review?
With him?
She closed her eyes.
She had to survive it.
She had to stay calm.
This wasn’t the old life.
He wasn’t the same man.
She wasn’t the same woman.
But fate didn’t care.
At the office, Tasha spotted her from afar and bounded toward her like a hurricane.
“You!” she shrieked. “Are you okay? Because I had a revelation last night! God whispered to me”
“Tasha…”
“No, let me finish. God whispered, ‘Move close to Amara. Her destiny is shifting.’ And I said, ‘Lord, I’ve been telling her!’”
Amara groaned. “Please. Not today.”
Tasha squinted at her. “Why do you look like someone saw their ex in their dreams?”
Amara stiffened. “I didn’t dream about anyone.”
“Hmm.” Tasha folded her arms. “That means you did.”
Amara rubbed her forehead. “Tasha, please. I just need coffee.”
“Oh! I have a gist for you,” Tasha whispered dramatically, leaning in. “Guess what I overheard this morning? The CEO left the building late last night. Staff saw him pacing the corridor. Pacing, Amara. That man doesn’t pace. He strides, he storms, he commands. But pace?”
Amara’s breath stalled.
“He was pacing?” she asked, too quickly.
Tasha nodded vigorously. “Like someone fighting demons.”
Amara felt a small, unwelcome shiver.
No.
She refused to let that mean anything.
She forced a smile, grabbed her bag, and walked to her desk.
She opened her laptop.
Another email awaited her.
From: I. Alpha
Subject: Bring yesterday’s file.
Sent: 07:10 AM
Her breath stilled.
He emailed twice this morning.
Why?
She grabbed the file and tried to steady herself.
She had a meeting with him in less than an hour.
Don’t shake.
Don’t flinch.
Don’t fall.
At 9:25, Samuel approached her.
“You ready?” he asked.
“Trying to be.”
“Just breathe,” he encouraged. “He respects clarity. Speak boldly. Don’t shrink.”
Amara nodded.
She wasn’t afraid of him.
She was afraid of what he triggered inside her.
They reached the executive floor. Samuel tapped the glass lightly.
“Good luck,” he whispered.
She swallowed and stepped inside.
Adrian was already seated.
He wasn’t reading.
He wasn’t typing.
He wasn’t reviewing anything.
He was waiting.
The moment she entered, his eyes lifted.
Her breath caught again.
He gestured to the seat in front of him.
“Sit.”
She sat, hands clasped tightly on her lap.
He opened the file she brought and scanned the pages silently. Amara studied the table instead, trying to steady her breathing.
He raised his eyes.
“You made adjustments to the layout.”
“Yes, sir.”
“It reads better this way.”
“Thank you, sir.”
Another pause.
Another one of those thick silences he wrapped around her like a net.
Then he said quietly, “I want your opinion on the consumer segmentation shift.”
Her head snapped up.
“You… want my opinion?”
“Yes.”
It stunned her.
Not because it was shocking coming from a CEO,
But because in her first life, he never asked for her input on anything.
He only expected obedience.
Compliance.
Silent support.
Not this.
She swallowed. “I believe the consumer clusters have emotional overlaps that weren’t explored before.”
He leaned back. “Explain.”
Her pulse stuttered.
Not from fear this time.
But from something that scared her even more—
He was actually listening.
Not pretending.
Not impatient.
Not dismissive.
His attention didn’t feel cold.
It felt… intentional.
She explained softly but clearly, outlining how emotional triggers affected purchase timelines, how inconsistencies reflected deeper sentiments.
As she spoke, Adrian didn’t look away.
Not once.
He watched her as her words mattered. Like she mattered.
When she finished, he nodded slowly.
“That was insightful.”
She stared at him, stunned.
He continued, voice lower now. “You’re observant. Most analysts miss these details.”
Her chest tightened with something dangerous something she had promised never to feel again:
Validation.
He looked at her again.
And this time there was no mistaking it
Curiosity.
Recognition without memory.
Interest without understanding.
She shifted uncomfortably. “Thank you, sir.”
He closed the file softly.
“What company did you say you worked for before this?”
Her heart stopped.
He was circling the same question again.
She cleared her throat. “Small firms. Nothing significant.”
“Which ones?”
She hesitated. “I… moved around a lot.”
Another silence.
Then he said the one thing that made her blood freeze.
“You’re difficult to place.”
She blinked. “Sir?”
“I’ve seen hundreds of analysts. Thousands.” His gaze dipped, almost thoughtful. “But something about you feels… familiar.”
Her spine stiffened.
His eyes lingered on her face for a moment too long.
As if studying her.
As if waiting for her to slip.
As if trying to find a memory hidden behind her eyes.
She finally managed to whisper, “I don’t think we’ve met before.”
His jaw tightened not in anger, but in something close to frustration.
He leaned back slowly.
“Meeting dismissed.”
She stood quickly, relieved and shaken. She gathered her things and turned to leave
“Amara.”
She froze.
No one said her name like that.
Not gently.
Not searchingly.
She slowly turned back. “Yes, sir?”
His eyes softened almost imperceptibly.
“Don’t change the structure of your reports. Keep them as they are.”
She nodded. “Okay.”
“Good.”
Another silence stretched, hanging between them like a thread neither dared to cut.
“Goodbye, sir.”
He didn’t say it back.
He simply watched her leave.
And the weight of that gaze followed her all the way down the hallway.
Downstairs, Tasha grabbed her the moment she came into view.
“You’re alive!” she gasped dramatically. “Did he shout? Did he breathe loudly? Did he give you that stressful CEO stare?”
Amara couldn’t speak.
Tasha’s excitement dimmed. “Wait… Amara? What happened?”
Amara forced the words out. “He asked me again.”
Tasha frowned. “Asked you what?”
“If we’ve met before.”
Tasha froze.
“Again??” she whispered.
Amara nodded, her throat tight.
“Oh…” Tasha’s voice dropped to a whisper. “Oh, my God.”
Amara pressed a hand to her chest. “Tasha… why does he feel familiar to me in this life? He shouldn’t.”
“My dear…” Tasha stepped closer. “Why does anything feel familiar? You think destiny respects boundaries?”
Amara shook her head, tears stinging her eyes.
“I can’t let this happen again.”
Tasha placed her hands on Amara’s shoulders. “Then fight it. Draw the lines. Distance yourself.”
“I’m trying.”
Tasha whispered, “Try harder.”
But as the day passed, Amara learned something terrifying
Sometimes fate didn’t care how hard you tried.
Because around noon, Adrian stepped onto the department floor again.
He said nothing.
He didn’t stop.
He didn’t slow.
But his eyes
They found her immediately.
He looked at her the way someone looks at a dream they cannot remember,
a memory they cannot reach,
a feeling they cannot explain.
Her heart dropped.
This wasn’t attention.
This wasn’t interesting.
This was the beginning.
The beginning of something she had lived through once.
The beginning of something she came back to escape.
The beginning of something fate refused to rewrite.
She whispered beneath her breath:
“I’m not ready… Adrian, I’m not ready.”
And for the first time in this second life
She feared that fate didn’t bring her back to escape him.
It brought her back to face him.
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