‘I never let go.’ What was that? So possessive, sexy, beautiful, yet scary at the same time. A ‘scare’ I want to be a part of. I can’t believe I get to feel this way. You think he’s not moved by looks or physical beauty? That was you. Not me. ****** ⁓September 13, 2025: Hangout With Alexander (Hubby)⁓ I drip sweat on my heated mat, pushing myself harder than ever in this hot Pilates session. Our Pilates instructor seems out for blood this morning. “Sophia? Straighten your knees.” She calls. Gasping for air, I lift my legs higher and hold up the weight ball. My core snaps tight. I choke, shutting my eyes and wondering if I’ll survive this torture. While I fight for my life, I go over my plan again in my head. After Pilates on Saturdays, I go to the spa for a three-hour session

