Kabanata 24
"Iniiputan"
Humahangos akong napabalikwas mula sa pagkakahiga. Nagising ako sa isang masamang panaginip. Ang bilis-bilis ng t***k ng puso ko. I can feel beads of sweat trickling down my face. I'm actually shaking. In my dream, I was trying to get away from that place, that motel room, but I ended up getting stuck. Trapped in a loop. Bumuhos ang mga luha ko.
After that I wasn't able to go back to sleep. I just sat on my bed staring at nothingness. Nang araw ding 'yon hindi ako nakapasok. I lost my strength. Nagkulong ako sa kwarto at nagdahilan na lang na hindi mabuti ang pakiramdam. Sinubukan kong pumasok kinabukasan pero hanggang unang subject lang ako. I wasn't feeling well going out. I hurried home.
Pakiramdam ko bumalik ako noong una. But I fought hard to not think abou
