Chapter 20
Thursday morning I sat in the make-up chair and waited for the artist to make me look camera ready. It had been a long time since I had to rely on anyone else to do my make-up, but I was definitely out of practice clumping on enough to have the camera pick it up.
When she backed away, my eyes looked big and bright instead of like the punching bags they’d felt like the last two days. After I got home Tuesday night, everything hit me. I cried almost the whole night and had been crying off and on since.
I tried to text Noah a couple times, but he never replied. I wasn’t surprised, but it still hurt that he could cast me aside that quickly. I really thought we had something, but it was more in my head than anything else.
And my heart. That was definitely bruised.
But I couldn’t
