When She's Gone

chapter 3

It's been one month since the table scene happened in Davidson's residence. For Raizen, he is still the usual, cold and hurting me of his painful words

I did everything for him. I tried to cook his favourite dish for him, but he always threw it in the trashcan. Sometimes he would slam it to my body and would tell me that I am just wasting my time

"What are you doing here? Are you gonna lecture me again about that w***e?" Raizen coldly uttered. I think he's talking to his father right now. He is totally different from the man that I've got to know during college days

He was once sweet, respectful and protective. He always pampered me with everything but everything changes when I made a mistake

"She's not a w***e. Anyway, I just want to tell you that, you need to have child first before I can fully give you the company. The company that you have been dreaming for" and after that, Uncle Roger left

I went downstairs and then Raizen and I suddenly made an eye contact

"You heard it?" He asked using his irritating voice

I nodded

"Don't dream that I would impregnate you. I don't wanna have a child with you. It is disgusting to have a baby with a slut like you" and then he walked away from me

Don't dream that I would impregnate you. I don't wanna have a child with you. It is disgusting to have a baby with a slut like you

Don't dream that I would impregnate you. I don't wanna have a child with you. It is disgusting to have a baby with a slut like you

It is disgusting to have a baby with a slut like you

His words. The thoughts of me..carrying his child was a disgusting for him. I can't help but to cry again.

Raizen...when can you forgive me?

one week later...

Raizen has been gone for a week and I was scared to think that, maybe he was with Selina all nights and days. I've been calling him but he always rejecting me. Now, I am here outside of his office Maybe he was inside right now

"Is he here? I mean Mr. Davidson?" I uttered to the lady who is in her white long sleeve and a black pencil skirt. I guess he is her secretary

"Do you have an appointment today with Mr. Davidson?" said by the secretary

"I don't. But I am his wife" the secretary gave me a confusing look. What's with her?

"Actually Mr. Davidson is not married to anybody. He is technically single and..." She looked at me suspiciously

"you're claiming him as your husband. I think you're in the wrong company madam " this woman is losing my patience

"Just tell me if he was there or not" I asked calmly

"No need to ask that question. By the way, why are you here?" he said using his cold voice

I took a gulped before confronting him

"Where the hell did you go? You've gone a one long week" I worryingly asked. He gave me an icy look and then his gaze went to his secretary

"Sir Davidson, she claimed that she's your wife" the secretary uttered

"She's not my wife. She's one of my slut" and then he told me to follow him inside of his office

I followed him even though I was embarrassed when he denied to his secretary that I am his wife. slut, he really think of me like that!

"WHAT THE f**k ARE YOU DOING HERE? ARE YOU HERE TO TELL EVERYONE THAT I AM YOUR HUSBAND?" he shouted after he slammed the door closed

"We are worried. Your mom had been asking me your whereabouts...and what's wrong if I tell them that you're my husband?" I said fearless

He then grabbed my jaw and it was really hurt when he tightened his grip on it. He is really capable of hurting me and this means he really changed

"Do you want to know where I was for that one week? I WAS WITH SELINA. ENJOYING MY LOVE MAKING WITH HER ALL DAY AND NIGHT! YOU KNOW WHY? I WANTED TO HAVE A BABY WITH HER?" and then he pushed me to the floor of his office

"I'VE BEEN TELLING YOU, DON'T INTERFERE TO MY BUSINESSES! WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT TO ME HUH? LOVE? NAH I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU. PUT IT INTO YOUR f*****g MIND!" his vein on his forehead is now showing and it really tells how angry he is right now

"if you're after my money then here" and he slapped my face with a bunch of money and I felt like I lost my dignity. So, he'd been thinking that I also after his wealth?

"I knew how poor you are. Accept it now and f*****g leave my office slut!"

I never accepted those money of him. I left and I've decided to let myself wander down the streets. While wandering, I couldn't help but to reminisce those moments when I was still a kid

The young 'me' who have been walking without slippers. The young 'me' who got soaked from the rain. I recalled the time when I have no food but to eat a leftovers of some cheap restaurants

My life was different when I still had my parents. I was their princess but now...I felt like I am giving up. I have no friends at all, I sob silently. I missed my mom who always braided my long curly hair. I miss my dad who always plays with me with a dollhouse

"oh look who's here. The wife of Raizen Zynn Davidson" I shed my tears when I hear a familiar voice

"Selina!" I gasped and I saw her smirk. There she was, proudly standing with two boys beside him who are now looking at me with a luscious gaze

"Looks like you just cried... what a pity woman" Selina uttered as she started walking near to me

"I--I don't have the time to talk nonsense with you" I said. I have to go away with her, I sense danger right now

Before I could run nor walk, a sudden pair of arms caught me. It was one of the boys of Selina

"I am bored right now. I think we need to play...right boys" Selina said as she smirked. One of the men put a handkerchief in my mouth. I tried to remove it but I was losing strength until I passed out.

"hmm l--let me go please!" I cried

I was now in a stranger bed. My hands were handcuffed and I was naked. The two men were now hungrily feasting my nakedness. My tears cannot help but to pour down in my cheeks. I am scared! The memories of being molested by those perverts suddenly flash backs

I'm scared! Mom! Dad!

"I will let you go...only if you're gonna do my simple instruction" Selina smiled wickedly

She stepped forward near to me and then she whispered something disgusting to me

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to be continued