Alan The adrenaline and the ache in my chest had morphed into a single, driving force. All the restraint I had practiced for twelve years was becoming shattered. I didn't want to be gentle. I wanted to be felt. I wanted to leave a mark on her soul that would make the touch of any other man feel like an insult. I slid straight into her, the heat and tightness of her body an immediate, overwhelming shock to my system. I f****d her hard, each thrust a wordless reprimand, a physical punishment for her allowing herself to sink to the level of a boy like Joel. It wasn't about violence; it was about authority. It was about knocking the reckless, self-destructive sense back into her. "Will you ever allow yourself to be touched by random pigs again?" I growled, my voice vibrating again

