Chapter 5
1045 Words
(Jonathan’s POV)
After the door shut, I took I deep breathe and looked around her room. Much like her door, the room was simple yet pretty. The walls were a burgundy color with a string of white lights bordering the room. Her bed was a full sized mattress with black sheets and a wine colored comforter with small white flowers on it. There was small closet, a dark wood dresser, and canvas with a stand in the corner.
I smiled to myself. Of course Jordan would be painting at home. She was always painting at school so it made sense that she’d be doing it at home too. Jordan was a very talented artist. She won a lot of awards at school and community art shows. Her best work was her paintings. I had always admired her talent to make beautiful and aesthetically pleasing paintings. I was terrible at art and had always wished I had Jordan’s abilities.
Just then, she stepped around me and sat on her bed. I noticed that she was wearing a different outfit than she had been wearing at school. She was wearing a baggy green T-shirt and black shorts and her hair was put up in a messy ponytail. The shirt didn’t do her any justice because it covered up her rather large chest. I was bummed about that, I wish I was able to see it.
Jordan was a pretty modest girl. She only ever wore jeans and t-shirts to school and unlike the rest of the girls in our school, she never showed skin. Everything was left to the imagination when it came to Jordan and boy, was I imagining it.
“So, what are you doing here?” She asked with a pitiful expression.
“Zoey told me to come because you were upset and she believed I was the only one who could help.” I replied.
“I get that, but why did you come?”
“You’re my mate, Jordan. I will always come to you when you need me.”
“I don’t get why you’d even want me at all. I mean, let’s be honest, Zoey was right. I’m lame and barely a werewolf.”
“You’re not lame, Jordan.”
“No I am. I’m a boring, quiet Art nerd with no friends who has never been kissed let alone anything else!”
“You’re simple and quiet, which are good traits. No one likes loud obnoxious girls anyways. You’re very smart and a talented artist. And as far as the virginity thing goes, you’re worrying too much about it.”
“You say that but you don’t get it! No one wants me! It’s embarrassing being a fully mature werewolf who’s never had s*x!”
“Jordan, I have something to tell you.”
“What?”
“I’m a virgin too.”
“What?!?”
“It’s true. I vowed to save myself for my mate.”
“So you’ve never had s*x?”
“Never.”
“I don’t understand. You’re an Alpha, how is that possible? Wouldn’t you have girls all over you left and right?”
“I’ve had some try but they’ve never been successful. I didn’t want to tarnish myself for you.”
“What about Kelly?”
“What about her? She’s just another desperate she wolf who wants to sleep with the Alpha as a dominance thing.”
“So she does want you?”
“Yes, but I don’t want her. I never wanted her. I’ve only ever wanted my mate. I waited for you. I kept myself pure for you. I only want to know you and your body.”
She looked at me for a minute before standing up and walking up to me. She stood right in front of me and you could see the shocking height difference between us.
“How tall are you?” I asked her.
“5 feet even.” She said.
“Damn baby, I’m 6’3. Look, your head rests perfectly on my chest.” I chuckled as a placed my hand on her head.
“Stop it.” She whined while pushing my hand away.
“I think it’s cute that you’re so much smaller than me. I’ve always liked petite girls.”
“Corny ass.” She said while rolling her eyes.
She leaned her head slightly onto my chest and I could feel the sparks fly and the butterflies in my stomach as her head touched me. I placed my hand on the middle of her back and pulled her a bit closer. She looked up at me with her beautiful brown eyes. There was an emotion in her eyes that I couldn’t quite discern. She stood on her toes and placed her hand on the side of my face.
“Jordan, what are you doing?” I asked puzzled but her actions.
“Shhh, I want to try something.” She said in a hushed voice . Just then, she pulled my head down towards her and brought her lips to mine. I felt my entire body ignite from the sparks and face face got hot. Her lips were soft and felt so wonderful against mine. She pushed herself a little closer to me without breaking our kiss. I tried to keep myself calm but it didn’t work as I felt myself start to get hard. As soon as it registered to her, she broke contact and jumped back.
“I’m sorry.” She said quietly.
“You have nothing to be sorry for. I was the one who ruined it. I tried so hard to keep control.” I said upset with myself.
“I mean, it’s not really your fault. I didn’t really think about how it might affect you before I did it. I mean it is a natural response, I just didn’t expect to feel it against me like that.” She said with a slight chuckle.
“I’m willing to go at whatever pace you want and I’ll wait as long as you need but I’m gonna warn you that this could happen again. I’ll try my best to control it but my body knows what it wants.”
“I understand. It’s gonna be strange for us until we get it all figured out.” She said knowingly. I nodded my head and slipped my arm around her shoulders, bringing her in for a hug. She rested her head against my chest.
“Jonathan?”
“Yes?”
“I accept you as my mate.”
I couldn’t help but smile at that moment, knowing that I was finally going to have everything I dreamed of.
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