Merigold I wake up feeling worse than ever before. My nausea is horrible. All of my muscles hurt. I couldn't make it down the stairs without getting dizzy. I have to stop several times and hold on to the wall until it passes. The worst of all I felt weak, just no energy. I managed to get some toast and ginger ale down and just sat on the couch and watched the twins play. I wish I had the energy to play with them. Lug Nut and Tank have taken up some of my slack with them but it isn't their job. It's mine. I'm momma. Don't think I'm not thankful for the help that they have given me. I am. I just wish I didn't need it. I’m going to the doctor today so hopefully, we can figure out what's wrong. I’m hoping for some drawn out flu and not something serious. Like the cancer my dad had. I ha

