Merigold I wrap my arms around my waist to try to hold myself together. I don't let anyone see my pain. They were done with me and didn’t have the decency to tell me. Just moved on. I was just a fling. A conquest. Probably a game to see if they could bang Viper’s little sister. What they have whispered in my ear for the past few months. The things they said even just last night were that. Just words. They never meant them. I was nothing to them. I was stupid enough to not listen to my brain. I listened to my body. I was dumb enough to believe that they would want me. I was foolish to think I could be more. What was I thinking? I knew better. I am better than letting myself get used like that. I won’t let anyone see my hurt. " Lug Nut, go have fun. It is your night off. I want you to

