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chapter 4

Nick

So our livestream with Louis was deleted and any proof of our relationship left was gone. It's quite depressing really, that we've been closeted. I feel like I haven't seen Harper or kissed him or hugged him in ages.

Louis left Modest!HQ in his car and Harper and I stood outside.

"I'm so sorry Ni," he sighed, "I had no idea this would all be happening. I..."

I reached out to hold his hand but he pulled away.

"Someone could see."

I nodded and slipped my hand into my pocket.

"There's a car coming soon, we're gonna go together okay?"

Together?

Where are we going? I wrote in my notebook.

"On our first date in America."

Nick

Harper had covered my eyes with his bandana and I was getting a bit antsy to figure out what he had planned. I tapped his stomach again, trying to get his attention.

"My god Nick be patient babe," he chuckled, "you'll love it, just be patient yes?"

I slumped into Harper's side, upset that I had to wait longer. But then the bandana was lifted off my eyes and I gasped, covering my mouth.

Harper had done it yet again.

We were in the hotel but he had some fancy dinner set up where no one could spot us together.

He has stolen my heart and everything starched once again.

Harper Edward O'Neil. How can you be mad at him for a second?

He picked me up off the ground and smashed his lips onto mine.

"Female lips taste like s**t Ni oh my god."

What do my lips taste like?

He giggled and kissed me a couple more times.

"Oh god they taste like Jesus on a golden platter with whipped cream covering his willy."

Oh my god Harper!

A wide grin was on my face and Harper was laughing uncontrollably.

"You get it, your lips taste like perfection."

Harper

My dinner date went successfully. The whole entire purpose was to remind Nick that even though I was caught up with work and recording and faux dates with my one and only beard, I still loved him just the same. Nick will always be the same person to me;

The boy without a voice but with a big heart.

Nick

I woke up the next morning, completely engulfed in Harper's embrace. It felt good to be back here slotted into his arms. For now, I'm feeling a bit more confident in his "unconditional" love. I mean it like that because I'm just not sure anymore. Louis and I are doing everything we can to support Harper's career and keep it going.

For three weeks, it's been the same; secret dates, real dates (Harper with Eleanor of course), interviews and mobs. Harper has been mobbed so many times it amazes me. Part of me was so excited for Harper and although our time in America was almost up, I knew it would carry over in the UK.

At the same time though, I was scared. Eleanor's motives were still unclear to me, although Louis did mention a possibility. All he's been saying about her is that she's a b***h. A complete b***h.

To make it worse, she's coming with us back home.

I'd have to see for myself though. You see, Harper'd attending the VMA's soon. This is huge for Harper, as it's his first premiere. His fame has shot through the roof and it's led him to this.

Luckily, I was allowed to come.

I didn't know what the night had in store but I was scared and excited.

"Nick?"

I looked up at Harper and he looked petrified. He handed his phone over to me and I read the text message attached.

texts: Harper & anne O'Neil - morning

A: hey honey?

H: yes mum?

A: guess who's on their way to america tomorrow? :-)

H: IH MY GOD MUM WHY DIDNT YOU WARN ME Nick DOESNT WVEN KNOW YOUR COMING!

A: 1st off; *oh and *even. 2nd; i think you'll be fine babe. if he's as perfect as you say, then he'll pass my test.

H: holy crap he's going to leave me.

A: what? i have to meet this boy for real! prom wasn't enough! you don't stop talking about him!

luke

I open my Tumblr page and type out a message to one of the other bloggers I knew.

I loved a lot of things in my life; food, One Direction, wifi, that's pretty much it. But the one thing that I would always stand up for is my friends' happiness.

Eleanor was ripping them apart and I already could see her cooking up a plan. It's all in the eyes.

I attached the audio I recorded into the message and put a hashtag under it and my long paragraphs.

#undergroundnarry

No one is going to destroy this. Nick and Harper are strong and they love each other, but this will not end up like Lashton.

Not while I'm around and breathing.

Harper

Your mum is coming and you give me a less than 24 hour warning?!

Nick was pacing around my room freaking out that my mum & sister would be meeting him right ater the VMA's. Part of my feels terrible for doing this, considering he's already worried about meeting my beard i.e. Eleanor.

"Ni babe I'm sorry, it just slipped and then completely disppeared out of my mind."

Nick stopped pacing and suddenly glared at me, writing in his notebook furiously. Uh oh...

What are you too busy with your girlfriend to remember to tell me about your family coming?!

"Hey hey! Who said anything about that? Nick you better not be getting jealous."

He pouted and sat down on the couch, scrunching up his face.

"Nick."

He turned his back to me and I thought of something cheeky to do.

"Don't make me do it..."

He shook his head as if I wouldn't do it.

"Oh well then."

I jumped on top of Nick and dug my fingers into his sides. I laughed as he started jerking around and smiling. He hit my shoulders a couple times and I let him go.

"You're an i***t," I kissed him, "because I love you and only you."

texts: Harper and Nick

H: three days till the VMAs.

N: where were you this morning?

H: out with eleanor.

N: oh

H: i'm binging home cake mix. were going to attempt to bake a cake for my mum together.

N: lol wouldn't you be better off doing it yourself?

H: i want my co-chef by my side

N:

Nick

Hearing that Harper was out with Eleanor again made me more pissed off and upset than ever. I just hated the fact that he had to spend every living moment with her.

I missed my boyfriend so much it hurt. We've been so distant and I barely see him and when I see a picture of him on Google or a trend with him name of Twitter, my heart literally shattered. Louis assumed that Eleanor was up to her old tricks again and part of me wanted to believe him. But, I didn't want to jump to conclusions as think Eleanor was stealing my boyfriend.

When Harper walked through the hotel room door I jumped up from the couch and into his arms.

"Wow, hi, hey there," he kissed my cheek and out the bags down, "my mum and sister will be coming in an hour or two, or three...why don't we uh, get baking then? I really wanna surprise them."

I gave him a look of confusion and he smirked.

"They think I can't cook. Although they love my food, the words 'Harper can cook' haven't left their mouths."

I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"God Nick," he sighed, "we haven't had a quality moment like this in ages. Stupid Eleanor and management and stuff..."

Harper chuckled and pressed our lips together before pushing me against the wall. He grunted as I kissed him back with the same amount of force. Our mouths moved sloppily, desperate just for touch. It's been weeks since we've been intimate like this.

"How are your online college classes?" he whispered as I craned my head down toward the empty space on his neck that needed to be marked.

I nodded and gave him a thumbs-up as I sucked at a spot on his neck. His knees buckled and he jutted his crotch onto mine, rubbing roughly.

"Oh god Nick," he whispered.

I pulled away and looked at the purple and black bruise forming on his neck.

Mhm, yeah Calder. He's mine.

I dropped to my knees and unbuttoned his shorts, stripping them off his legs, along with his underwear. He sprung out and I felt myself twitch at the sight of him being fully hard.

I took him in my mouth immediately and watched him crumble above me.

"Ugh," he groaned, "yes yes that's great Nick, ugh."

When I was feeling good I took his full length and started rolling his balls around my tongue.

"Oh, oh my god yes Nick," Harper croaked, "so so beautiful..."

"Oh my god oh my god oh my god," he whined as he grabbed the back of my head. I dragged my tongue up and down the base of his c**k before he came in my mouth.

"God that was amazing," he panted, realizing he was still fully hard.

"I'm taking you right here on this table." he whispered before grabbing my waist and putting me stomach down on the table.

"Mhm, yes yes yes," he whispered as he pulled my sweatpants down, "so f*****g hot,"

I bit my lip hard enough to extract blood when he slipped the first finger in my bum.

"Yes," he whispered, "so tight babe, mmm..."

He circled around and went deep in before I felt his finger come out; it was soon replaced by his tongue.

I jerked myself back into his mouth, wanting more.

"Nuh-uh honey, be patient." he said before hot air came out of his mouth and onto my hole, causing my jaw to drop.

I reached down to grab my own c**k to finish myself off.

"Yes yes, and then I'm going to f**k you right here on this table and--"

I was close. So so close to climaxing with Harper after so long, but then girly voices began to scream outside of the hotel room door.

"Harper?! Are you in there?! WE LOVE YOU!"

"Oh my god."

Harper pulled me off the table and turned me around to face him. He held me as I sat on the edge of the table.

"You gotta go upstairs baby, I'm so sorry I just can't believe they found my hotel info. I'm going to finish you off later I swear,"

I nodded and pulled my t-shirt down to cover my genitals before running to our room.

Might as well get used to this.