The Secret...

What happened to you?

09:00 Saturday Morning. I roll around on my bed trying to wake up. Eventually I do and make my way down stairs to get some coffee. “morning…” Dylan walks into the kitchen. I grunt and nod, still angry at him for throwing me into the pool and almost exposing my nude-ness. “I’m sorry okay…” he says looking at me. “I’m sorry baby sis…” I just grunt and nod. He can take it the way he wants to. I’m tired and I intend on going back to bed right after I finish my coffee, and have a shower. “I’m working night shift tonight, My last shift.” I nod before taking my coffee cup and going to sit outside by the pool. While my brother cleaned up inside, I sat outside, staring at the pool in my own thought. Justin! I can’t do it because of Justin. How I felt that, there was something wrong with the situation I was going to get in, I have to make up an excuse to get out of this mess with Jason. If it was right it wouldn’t be a secret. I’ve been on the pill for about a year now. My mother’s form of trust. I’ve got to tell Jason. I cant. He can have any girl he wants… Just not me. I have no idea why he agreed to this anyway. I’m stupid. I have been stupid. I can go to Ireland being a virgin.( My oldest brother Christopher is in Ireland, and I intend on going there to study…) Maybe I will find someone who loves me that side. There are plenty of fish in the sea. I’ve wanted just this one fish that I haven’t really looked at other fish. I realize that Justin has been cheating on me for quite some time but we not really in a relationship. It’s on and off and I haven’t really given him anything, and he isn’t the type to wait.  I can’t really depend on him as an excuse. Things run through my head. But also Jason was drinking last night and how do I even know that what he said is real. I mean he has never had any interest in me at all. Besides, when my brother works he  also works so. Probably he is working later on with my brother, so I don’t know what I’m really fussing about. He will be gone on Sunday and we won’t see him again hopefully… Not that I wish that, he has been good to me… Kind…Sweet…caring… My thought is broken when I hear the patio door open. “Listen Lee, will you be fine here alone tonight? Don’t you want to ask Jess to sleep over here or you go to her?” “ I’m fine Dylan… I’m not an i***t, nor am I scared to be alone. What’s the sudden change of heart… You don’t think I’m going to a party tonight?” “ well are you?” “No but that’s beside the point…” “I trust you then…” “okay bye…” I put my hand up towards my brother. He got the picture, and went inside to finish up and sleep before his night shift.

I got up went to shower and then also went back to sleep. I woke up at about 17H00 went to shower again, I woke up in sweats, and I felt sticky. I walked downstairs, I was ready to put on some good chick flicks and make popcorn.  My brother dressed for success in his uniform in his 24 hour movie theater attire. I salute him as he walks out the door, he flips me a bird in return. 20H00 comes around and I just finished watching knocked up. I go and order a pizza, Cheese and pepperoni… It will be here in 30 Minutes. I end the call and put the movie wild hogs in. There’s a knock at the door. I stand by the door, “Whose there?” I yell, “it’s me Lee…” Jason says, “Jason?” I say opening the door… “What are you doing here?” “Well, I don’t know, I thought a lot about what you asked. I don’t know if it’s right you know?” “Obviously… I thought that you wouldn’t remember it because you were drinking, But I mean you didn’t have to come all the way here to tell me…” “I didn’t want to end it on a bad note with you. Please don’t take this as a rejection. I really find you attractive, and I would, um, love to see your body but I can’t, I will feel guilty to your brother, and guilty that I took your virginity when there are plenty of willing good guys out there that will do it. You know maybe when you are in Ireland or next year….” We are standing at the door looking at each other. Listening to his words… His eyes rake over my body. I’m wearing pajama shorts and a strappy top. “God your beautiful…” he says almost breathless “okay… do you want to come in?” “come in?” “To the house, you perv…” he laughs and I giggle… “maybe another time. I’m going home to pack…” I nod, he nods too, “bye Lee… Maybe in another life we will meet again and we can actually do something about our feelings.” I smile as he turns to walk. I shut the door and fall to the bottom of the door holding my knees. What feelings? I thought, I’m the only one who has feelings here, The pain I feel from the rejection even though I know that all of this was immature on my part, but still it stings. What feelings though? Does he have feelings for me? I get up in realization. I swing that door open. Like it will almost come off the hinges. “Jason! Wait…” His at the bottom of the driveway almost getting into his car. “Don’t f*****g go!”I run the fastest I could before he could take off. “come inside… Just for a bit. Please… Your here and I want to talk and I need the company… You can pack later… Please” I beg him. He agrees and follows me back inside. I open the house and I walk in first, He closes the door. I then suddenly push him against the door and kiss him, He resists at first but then lifts me turns me around, now my legs are wrapped around him… my back is leaning against the door. We are kissing, Its heavenly, Our lips push against each other, he uses his tongue to enter my mouth. His tongue controls mine. He kisses my neck, hard, he really wants this, I let out a moan which makes him more frantic. A knock at the door breaks the moment, and he drops me to the ground like a hot potato. “Ow… Jesus, it’s just the pizza guy…” “ I’m sorry” he says helping me up. I walk to the kitchen, and grab a 20 from the top of the microwave. I go to the door and open it slightly, “how much is it?” “$14.99” the pizza guy responds. I hand him the 20, “ Keep the change, and thank you.” “ Thank you…” He responds and leaves after handing me the pizza. I walk to the kitchen with the pizza and turn to Jason who has just followed me. His eyes are dark with lust, His breathing is panicked. “I don’t want to f**k you… I want to make love to you.” He says his voice hoarse. Well something has changed in the past 5 minutes I’ve been walking around him. I put the pizza on the island, “ please stop it… stop teasing me…” “how am I doing that?” I ask him surprised because I really am. “Your shorts are creeping up when you walk. I can clearly see that you have no bra on, and I just really want to make love to you…” He moves closer and then picks me up, we kiss passionately while he takes me up to my bed room. He lays me slowly on the bed and then takes his shirt off. His tanned abs look me in the eye, and I touch it dragging my nails along it. He smiles…

Jason’s POV

 I lay her on the bed her touching my stomach, I’m just watching her “You are f*****g beautiful… “ I say, because she is. I have had feelings for her for a while now. I’ve always passed them off as a phase… if Dylan knew how I felt about his sister he would have my head. She has these beautiful green eyes that look deep into your soul.  Her pitch black hair has soft curls, They frame her face perfectly, She is skinny and small, but with these long legs, I can’t describe it. she has high cheek bones,  with these two dimples when she smiles, her lips plump and always red. She’s always smiling or laughing or joking. That’s what I found most attractive about her. She just reminds me of a carefree spirit. She has piercings all over her ears. Her eyes, have these long lashes she doesn’t need makeup. I’ve had a lot of girls before, but her… she’s really something, I never thought she would feel anything for me but here we are…

 I take her shirt off and look at two Divine breasts. Her n*****s peaking upwards. I look at the full view and notice she had a belly ring hanging from her beautiful shaped belly button. I take her right n****e in my mouth, and start sucking, she moans, Oh s**t I think I’ve already c*m… I move to her other n****e while pinching the right n****e. “God that’s good…” she moans lustfully. She starts unbuttoning my jeans. I take them off and I’m only left in my boxers. I pull her shorts off. She’s got a black pair of lace panties on. I stand over her and put my fingers through my hair. “if I knew what you had underneath I would have already taken you downstairs…” I say losing my breath at this stunning sight. She giggles and starts flushing pink. I open her legs, and move in-between them. I kiss her neck softly… “are you sure you want to do this?” I ask, she nods... feeling my arousal grown to its full length I climb off the bed once more and remove her panties, then I remove my boxers. She stares at my shaft like it’s an alien. “don’t worry I will go slow. But first I need a condom?” “ I’m on the pill…” she responds. I climb back on her, “are you absolutely ready?” I ask, she nods frantically. “ Okay it’s going to hurt a bit, if you want me to stop I will, just say the word…” “okay” She says closing her eyes, I fix her legs so that her knees are facing the roof… then I cup her face with my hands, and kiss her, before I aim my shaft for the center of her slit. I push my shaft in, her beautiful slit, soaking wet, making easier lubricant, “This is going to hurt a bit…” I warn before pushing my entire shaft in  as far as it can go. Her walls are so tight, it took so much out of me just to stop from rushing through this. “can I move?” I ask she just nods, still closing her eyes. I take my shaft out and in again slowly picking up speed, her moans turn from an ‘ow from pain, to an ah from pleasure’ “Oh f**k it’s so good…” she moans… “Jace go faster…” she moans, If I go any faster there will be c*m all over the place. “do you want to try on top?” I ask, she turns me over in one swift move. She saddles me and places my shaft directly in her, crying out in a moan. “what do I do?” “bounce lee, bounce, in and out motion.” It wasn’t even 5 minutes… “somethings happening Jace…Oh Jace I can’t control it. I just want to… ahhh…” as soon as she says this I c*m myself… she just sits on me still saddled. “what happened?” She asks… “I think you had an orgasm?” she smiles… “ I want another one…”Oakley’s POV

We lie in my bed both naked, I start giving him hickeys all over, Dark swollen hickeys. He will see them tomorrow. I’ve got to get him out of my bed. Before my brother comes home. I climb out of bed. “where are you going now?” “I’m getting up. My parents have planned a surprise going away for you guys tomorrow morning early when they get back, and I honestly, don’t want my brother to see his naked friend here when he gets back…” “are you chasing me away, you got what you wanted now I must get going?” He jokes and chuckles at the same time. “don’t make me regret making you my first…” I smile looking for my shorts. He moves to the end of the bed, and pulls me into him. I just can’t resist so I saddle him again. “It’s only half past nine. We worry about that stuff later… I wish this had all come at a better timing… I’m leaving tomorrow, and I’m here where I actually needed to be long time ago…” he says, cupping my face. “don’t make me think about it… I’m going to miss you so much…” I feel teary. “we will see each other…I will make a point of it?” He reassures me… With that I feel his shaft as hard as it was previously. I smile and look down. It takes me one motion to put him in me. I feel like I’m getting a pro at this. I ride him in and out, there was pain earlier, but that has disappear. If I knew this was so good I would have done it earlier with him. After another pleasing round, I fell asleep in his arms. He pulls me closer and cuddles me.

08:00 My alarm goes off.  I jolt up. “Jason!” I yell, but his nowhere to be found. I get my clothes and put them on, I make my way down stairs, and find my mom cooking breakfast and my dad reading the paper. Everything seems normal. “Daddy! Mommy! What time did you get back?” my dad kisses me on the cheek, “just a little over an hour ago.” “oh that’s awesome.” I say grabbing some coffee and making my way back upstairs. “hold on miss!” my mom yells, “what is that on your neck?” I look at my reflection in the microwave, and see a nice fat hickey sitting on my neck. “Um, Me and Jess were playing a bit rough and you know how it goes…” “My god, do you think I’m that f*****g old school Oakley?” She says, her eyes now looking straight into mine. My mom and dad  s*x therapists, she deals with a lot of that stuff. I didn’t know how to get out of it. I felt very panicked just standing there. “ it was going to happen sometime or another, might as well be when we not there. You know…” my dad pipes up calmly. My mom shrugs her shoulders, “did you at least have fun darling?” she asks, I smile a small smile, and turn around. My parents are very open. They can’t keep me locked up forever. They know that I’m not s*x crazed, and They will probably talk to me later… “Oakley before you go, Just two things… one, use concealer and two bring your sheets down honey…” she says before I try and run off again. My parents are not irresponsible parents, and they would never let me have s*x while they are around, but they feel it is very natural and obviously, I’m young but, I’m not hopping from one c**k to another…  As I get upstairs, I race for the bathroom before my brother gets there. “Oakley. Please I need to pack.. and s**t and shave…” he bangs on the door, just in time for me to shower and finish putting the concealer on the hickey. “alright alright. I’m coming.” I walk out and into my room removing the sheets and taking it down stairs… As I do, I check Jason sitting at the Island with my mom, eating bacon and full of hickeys… “oh God…” I say too loudly… “so what have you been up to lately Jace…” my mom looks at me smiling. “not much Mrs. A just chilling hanging around… she cracks a laugh, “the girl that’s done that to you must be a good sucker…” My eyes go wide as she says that. I shush her with my finger on my lips, and the other one pointing upwards toward the bathroom to Dylan. She laughs again. “oh your brother doesn’t know?” She whispers. “please don’t tell him…” I whisper back. “my lips are sealed…” she says and winks. I go into the laundry room putting my sheets into the machine. I feel two hands wrap around my waist. I turn and see Jason, “Don’t you have concealer at home?” “ what’s concealer?” “Foundation for the face?” “my mom has, why?” “ so why didn’t you use it? To cover your hickeys?” he shrugs… “ Jace!” “I can just tell him I had a fun night with some other chick. Please stop fighting me now, I just want some love…” “fine…” I stop what I’m doing and give him a mini make out session right there. “Jace…” my mom calls him. “Yes Mrs. A…” he walks off back into the kitchen. I lean on the machine, almost out of breath. I don’t know what I will do if my brother finds out about this. It won’t be pretty.

“Jace! My man!... What the f**k happened to you!?” I hear my brother say coming down the stairs…