Remember

Chapter 16

I left after giving Ares the ultimatum and walked back to my house. He had offered me a ride, but I had to decline. When I got home and I walked into my room I saw Casey in there sprawled out on my bed reading my diary...the one Ares gave me. 

"What are you doing?" I snapped and she jumped and closed the diary. She got off my bed and did a skip over to me.

"Just trying to figure out of you and him did it or not." 

"That is none of your business! Get out of my room." 

"Geez way to be so cranky not like you were good enough for him anyways. I mean come on you aren't even 16 yet and too bad he didn't stick around maybe you'd actually have a date for junior homecoming instead of being a loser on the side lines like you have always been." She was taunting me. 

Homecoming...how could I forget...it had been a dream of mine ever since I looked through a homecoming addition SEVENTEEN magazine at my moms work office. As juniors we got our own homecoming. It was a right of passage for us going into our senior year. Prom was obviously bigger as it would be juniors and seniors. Seniors could attend if they had a junior to go with, but it was taboo for an underclassmen to go with an upper. I never got asked to dances, but I wasn't offended. Most of the time I'd just skip the dance and sit at home. 

"Get-Out-Of-My-Room." I growled 

"I'm leaving." She said with her hands up slithering out. Between her and Riley I had had enough of little petty girl bullshit. 

After she left I closed my eyes and tried to relax. How much was changing. I'd be 16 a week after homecoming. I had skipped a grade when I was in second so that made me the youngest in class. Academically I was very sound, but socially I was awkward so even before Ares I knew finding a date would be impossible or even someone asking me. 

That Saturday we had a game and we lost horribly. I had to blame myself as I was not hundred percent invested. My teammates notice too, but instead of lifting me up or trying to help me. They allowed me to go further into my depression and sulk. I didn't blame them or maybe I did. I was missing Ares terribly and felt as if the world was against me. After the game I spent my time locked in my room watching whatever crap I could find on the tv. Ares was making little to no effort in trying to make things right with my parents. They didn't ask or question if I had been seeing him and I didn't bring him up either. I was a robot numb with my feelings trying to just get through the days as best I could. I could hear the sound of the vacuum from my mom and the lawn mower from Jake. Casey was at Jenna's per usual and I was in solitude like the teenager cat I had become. 

A knock on my door and my mom cracked it out. 

"Emma..."

I ignored my name and continued watch tv. 

"You have a gift."

I turned and looked at her and sat up following her down the hallway into the kitchen where a giant bouquet of dark purple roses in a box. 

"To Emma and her family. Please forgive me." 

"Emma my coworker at work received one of the these. They are by no means cheap." 

I started to cry silently. 

"I know." 

"I did some laundry and just happened to go in your room I went to go hang up your clothes the other day and found clothes with tags still on them. Where did you get them?" 

I turned to her, "Ares bought them for me, but I didn't want you to know because..." I didn't have to explain. 

"He has never hurt you has he?" 

I turned to her with my eyes full of tears but a serious expression. 

"No never. I have never seen him that way." 

"He scared us." 

"He scared me too, but he was just being protective. You guys were assuming the worst." 

"I know and I am sorry." 

"Are you or just relieved?" 

"Stop Emma." 

"I love Ares mom. I can't explain it." 

"You are 15. You don't know what love is." 

"Does one have to be intimate to be in love or has to be a certain age to know the eccense?" 

She let out a heavy sigh, "No Emma, but I just worry." 

"You are going to have to let go eventually mom. Casey has had boyfriend after boyfriend, but you worry about me getting knocked up." 

"I worry about a lot of things. I will spend my whole life protecting you. Just be careful Emma." 

"I will be. I promise. What are you so afraid of?" I asked 

"One day I'll tell you." She gave me a week smile 

"Stop hiding the truth. Is it about my dad?" 

"Mom I don't have a Jenna like Casey does. I don't go out to parties or do drugs. I get straight As and I have a job. I also play 2 sports. Ares was someone who I could go to. Who I can tell secrets to. He was and is my best friend. I know what he did to Dad was wrong." 

"It was scary. He scared me." 

"He scared me too, but so did Jake." 

My mom grabbed my hands and squeezed them looking deep in my eyes, "I can't make any promises, but I'll talk to Jake." 

"Ares has to do better than this. He can do better than his." 

"They are beautiful." 

"They are." I agreed as I put my nose to them and took in their scent. 

I placed the flowers on my desk in my room and brought out the notebook. 

"Thank you for the flowers." I wrote 

"You're welcome." He wrote back 

I was going to respond, but I didn't know what to say, but I didn't have to. 

"I want to see you Emma." 

My heart started to beat rapidly as I also wanted to see him. I missed him and I felt as if a part of me was missing. 

"My parents are going out tonight for dinner and some drinks. You can warp in." 

"What time?" 

"They will leave around 6." 

"Ok." 

I was sitting on the couch watching tv in the living room. I could smell Jake's over bearing cologne he always wore when they went out and my moms fancy perfume. They both looked done up in their date night clothes and I knew they would be out for awhile. I had the house to myself as far as they knew. 

"Here is 20 bucks for pizza." Said Jake handing me some money. I didn't object because he never game me money ever and I wasn't about to blow it on pizza. 

"Thanks." I told him 

"You sure you are going to be ok here alone?" Asked my mom as she was digging in her purse for something. 

"Yes I will be fine. Just going to eat my weight in gold in pizza and watch movies." 

"If you need anything I will have my phone on loud ok." 

"Mom I will be fine. I swear." 

"Ok ok." 

"Honey we need to go." Said Jake ushering her out the door. 

"We won't be out too late." She said, but Jake gave me a wink that he had definitely wanted to take advantage of the night and stay out late as possible. 

The house was quiet except for the sound of the TV. I felt him and the taste of the magic. I turned around and he was there in the shadows standing waiting for me. I wasn't the most dolled up as I was wearing short shorts and a tank top with no bra and my hair was air dried. Ares was wearing a loose white t-shirt and loose jeans. I went up to him slowly. He was in his Fae form with his tattoos, fangs, and ears. He looked delicious in every way and I thought my n*****s got hard just staring at him.

"Hi," I squeaked out

He smiled showing his perfect white teeth, "Hi," 

"Hi." I said again star struck. 

He came toward me, "I should have done this a long time ago." as he grabbed my chin and lifted it up. His face moved closer to mine and our lips touched. I had never in my life kissed a boy, but Ares was not a boy. He was a Fae and his lips were like pure magic. They were soft and tasted sweet. I had hoped I was as good as he was. I could feel myself and the ares of my body exploding was envy as he kissed me. He picked me up in one swift motion and I wrapped my legs around his waist. 

"We should go to my place." He whispered 

"Ok, but we need to be back before my parents get home." 

"I promise I won't screw up this time." 

He warped us to his condo and he had candles light up everywhere. It was beyond romantic and special. 

"You planned this?" I turned to ask him 

"I was going to wait until your birthday, but...I can't." 

"I can't either..." I said and went up to kiss him again. 

He broke away and looked at me. 

"I love you Emma. More than you could possibly know. I have waited 100yrs for this." 

A memory came into my head. 

He was in full uniform of black and purple. The insigna of a crow upon his chest. He was younger looking, but still just very much the same. He was mounted on a black horse. I had been playing in the field of flowers and was very dirty. Ares had knelt down before me as I approached him giving him the small bouquet. 

"For me?" He asked with a smile

I was a shy child, I nodded and gave him a quick peck on the cheek. Running away back behind my mother. 

"I love you too Ares." 

"Do you want this?" 

"I want you." I said and I took off my tank top exposing my full hard breast and removed my shorts and underwear. He came over like the primal animal I knew he was and scooped me up and I held on with my legs and arms wrapped around his neck and torso. Held me against the nearest wall and with this strength and the help of magic he began to devour me. First starting off kissing me again and then moving his way to my n*****s and sucking on them until I was squirming with desire and trying hard to catch my breath. Nothing had ever felt so good that was until he made his way to my inner self and begain to again to devour me. I moved my hands through his hair and watched with fascination and curiousity what he was doing. I felt as if I was going to lose it and was trying to keep up, but my mind and my parts were going in over drive. I felt myself coming to and end and he didn't stop until I was shaking with extreme pleasure. 

Holy s**t i wanted to die of extisy. 

He came back to my face and kissed me passionately and was seductively biting my lip. 

"Do you want to keep going?" He asked me

"Do you?" 

He smiled at me. 

"Yes I do, but only if you do." 

"I told you I wanted you." 

"So you shall have me."

Ares took me to the bed I watched him as he removed his clothes and I saw for the first time a naked man. He was beyond covered in tattoos which made him look equally as intimidating, but also the size of him looked decent enough that I became worried I wouldn't be able to handle it. He crawled on top of me and didn't say anything as he began to kiss me again. I felt his hardness against my own and I began to get nervous, but I too didn't say anything as he began to finger me. I felt myself becoming extremely wet and loose. He inserted a finger into my p***y and the movement made me cling to him and moan. I felt him spread my legs more and he slowly placed the tip near my entrance and slowly he went in. I gasped at the suttle pain and slowly he began to move to penetrate deeper and deeper. I held him close to me and we kissed more as he thrusted and thrusted. I began to tear up from the pain. 

"One word and I'll stop."

"No keeping going. If I am to have anyone take my virginity it is going to be you Ares and only you." 

"f**k me Ares." I begged and with those words he did. I screamed, I moaned, and he f****d me hard, deep, and fast. It felt as if I was going to lose myself again as the tip of him hit me in the right spot. I held on to him and he devoured himself into me. The ecstasy of him inside me was turning my brain and body into mush as he continued to thrust me. Over and over again did I climax until I was a useless being laying before him and I was wet. s*x had always been scary, but with Ares...it was the most beautiful extreme experience I had ever had. He continued to thrust me and I could see in his eyes that was getting close to cumming. I wanted him to come and I found myself talking dirty begging him to release himself inside me. I wanted to feel it. I wanted to accept it and he did. He released a full heavy load inside me and I felt the tip of him flicked as he continued to poor c*m inside of me. I'm pretty sure myself shattered again at the feeling of him. He didn't remove himself from and he lay on top of me. Each of us breathless as we held each other. I caressed his back and felt his breathing slow down. If I wasn't so exhausted by our first round I would have gone over and over again, but I was tired and very sore. 

Ares pulled himself out of me and I whimpered because I wanted more of him, but he smiled and kissed me again. 

"There will be more. I promise." 

"I never imagined my first being this way." 

"How did you imagine it?" 

"I'm not sure. Awkward and not fulfilling." 

"Did I fulfill you?" He asked me 

"Yes. You did..many times." 

He positioned himself behind me and pulled me close to him nuzzling his nose inside my neck. Magic had cuddled us up in a giant goose-down comforter that felt soft like butter. I was in ecstasy over what had just happened. I was no longer a virgin and had given myself to a crowned prince of some other realm. I felt different as if whatever was left of my innocent youth had been replaced with something much more than I had ever expected. Sleep came to me quickly and I knew with the help of Ares by the sweet taste of magic on my tongue it didn't take long before I drifted off to Neverland.