Camilla's POV
It has been nine months. Nine months since I have seen Andrew or my family. I was in the balcony of my bedroom, enjoying the cool and fresh air of the night. Henry has been amazing, but I still missed Andrew. He didn't reject me, and thinking about it, I should have let him. Having these feelings still are going to drive me crazy.
"Camilla?" Henry called from inside the room. I turned around and smiled at him. He walked over, stroked my cheeks and gave me a peck on my lips, "How are you feeling?"
I smiled at him while he rubbed my belly, making our daughter kick. "She is reacting to me. Hello little one, It's me, dad. I love you" his sweet words melted my heart. I don't want to love him. Please, God. I know I am a monster on this Earth, but don't punish me lik
