I cried hard today after a long time, in fact after my parent’s death this day was the worst day I have ever faced in my life. I ignored to answer Michael’s questions and stayed silent. I asked him to leave me alone for some time and he half-heartedly left to the office. He equally worried about his business too. I stayed in my bed till evening thinking about the past days; there are certain things which you can’t explain why it happened and my feelings for Mathew is one among them. We are never can be together and I don’t want that too. But it feels so melancholic to see him leave with that smile on his face. It hurts me more like I have lost something precious. Because he was a part of my life which gave me strength over the years. But then I realized there is an end for everything and

