Love under water

June Rain

"What's wrong, what's the secret? Still not allowed to see, is not it ......" I walked to the living room looked around, not even take off his shoes and continue to the bedroom, just pushed open the door to see the room is as messy as a bombing, his friends are all lying in seven different ways. The smell of cigarettes and alcohol mixed together into a pungent odor in the room.

I cover my nose and exit from the room, then rush to the living room to open the window.

"I've said don't go in, is it like it has been blown up." Li Dongyang is still standing in the doorway and talking sarcasm.

I glared at him and covered my mouth:

"Help open the window, and how much did you guys actually drink, aren't you afraid of alcohol poisoning this way"?

"Will not ah, not far from my home is not far from the hospital, directly sent to the good la." Li Dongyang ran over and leaned his head on my shoulder and said with a smile. The expression is very proud, but also very enjoyable.

"Enough, hurry up and wake them up! Quickly! Point." My face sank, think they really too not take life seriously, looking at the table scattered size of the bottle and cigarette butts, and this thick pungent smell, suddenly thought of myself a long time ago, also so hot-blooded and rebellious, but a little bit of indulgence will be scolded by parents do not know why, for this reason, I had a lot of hatred for that period of time, that period of time without self. But at the moment I have become the one who reprimanded, for a moment I could not find my own position at the moment, ready to continue to speak the words also swallowed.

"Sorry ah," I suddenly wrapped my arms around Li Dongyang and then spoke. I felt like I was close to crying, and in an instant I started to get sick of myself like this.

"What's wrong, why apologize, you just still ......", Li Dongyang smiled and looked at me, suddenly stroking my back with heartache.

"No, I shouldn't have been so loud just now, maybe you guys just wanted to celebrate, or have fun, and I accused you of saying something so serious, I ......"

"No, we shouldn't have drank so much, it's true that we can also get alcohol poisoning, I'll buy less alcohol next time", Li Dongyang's tone also softened.

"Um, just buy less, and also, I'm here to cut the cake with you", my wet lashes open my eyes and I look at him.

"En, cut the cake", Li Dongyang suddenly wrapped my arms tighter around me when he heard this, then smiled and said, "It's fine if you do it".

I smiled and snuggled in his arms, sometimes I feel that this is a very impulsive love, because we are so ignorant of each other, and the nerve line is always not good a level, this is a playful, but can come to today, together with each other to participate in the life of many important moments.

Once my doubts and uncertainties always made me think about giving up on him, or letting him give up on me. But today when I hugged Li Dongyang, I suddenly realized that all those everything and difficulties are no longer important, now that he is by my side, this is the most important thing.

Inside the rooms of the house, the gauze curtains of the open windows were blown up, and the sleepy snores of everyone were heard.

The bottle on the floor was still dripping residual juice onto the floor. Cigarette ashes were scattered all over the house. The dolls on the couch were also kneaded and turned dirty.

Bones from leftover pizza, leftover chicken thighs fall to the floor ......

Last night's revelry turns into a precipitated photo album at this moment, slowly losing its color with time, leaving only the serenity of this moment and his gentle touch.

At home, in the Huaxiu neighborhood, the streets have quieted down outside, the sky is still starless, and the smell of barbecue fills the air.

Inside the house, I only turned on a small light. After taking a shower, I sat on the couch, upgraded my cell phone Douban, and then began to look at the recent titles that scored higher. As I flipped through them, I suddenly hit the radio section, and then Drizzle's broadcast popped up:

"Goodbye ......"

I sat up with a jerk, then looked at the freshly sent remark in disbelief. Thinking back to when his broadcast stopped at 7 months ago, it hasn't been updated since. I even thought he had left Douban.

I don't hang out on Douban very often, but I cherish the friendly neighbor of Drizzle, who can be said to have accompanied me in everything that has happened from graduation to my current job.

Although we were only in touch with each other based on the platform of Douban, but before that I was already sure that he - had completely disappeared.

Suddenly a person who would leave a message under your comment every day disappeared, and I instantly felt that the world had slowed down by half a beat, but I couldn't even throw any temper tantrums because on the other side of the network, there was nothing between us.

Closing my phone, I collapsed back onto the soft, fluffy bed covered in little white floral sheets, I froze and looked at the ceiling, my phone on my chest, and putting the pillow over my face, I laughed, loud.

An inner voice told me, "He's back, he's not dead." Once again, I'm sure I'm a sperg in a relationship.

7 months ago

After I finished my coffee, I sat in my office and turned on my computer and posted a comment, "Great coffee, good morning."

For a week afterward, I sent various remarks from time to time, but Fine Rain didn't even reply to me to review me. Where did he go, without saying goodbye.

I went online to look for him as much as I could, but I found nothing.

In the wee hours of the morning, I lay on the couch, finished the medium pizza I ordered, and drank half a beer.

He must have forgotten his login password, he must have. I murmured as I curled up on the couch. When I thought about it, I suddenly felt that the night outside the window was so dark and windy, and on the other side it seemed like a few stars had lost their luster, and the one that looked so close was actually out of reach.

"Could it be dead! Sick ......" I jumped up violently, and then walked back and forth in the room, thinking that my heart followed the fire like a fire, and began to burn.

For a few moments, I started to settle down when I saw my work email. Only work can make me forget a lot of life's worries for a while, and all those things that are virtual on the internet.

It's just that the drizzle of life is like water seeping into the roots of a tree and staying in the bottom of my heart, unable to be erased. On the contrary, when I think of it when I am bored, he is like sunshine to help me find the direction.

"Deng Deng ......," the cell phone rang. It was Li Dongyang's WeChat:

"What's going on ......"

I picked up my phone and sent a few words:

"I'll be asleep in a minute, good night ......"

"Den Den ......," the cell phone immediately rang again:

"Why is it that when I tweet you, you're either asleep or busy ......"

I cried and laughed, it was almost 12:00, wasn't it time to go to bed, I hurriedly replied with a few more words:

"It's late, go to sleep, good night ......"

As I put on my blindfold, straightened out my bedside book, and was about to put my phone on flight status, Drizzle's radio alert popped onto the screen:

"Finally done with the program, go home ......"

I was startled, ecstatic, and rushed to click in to read it and leave a comment:

"You can have some noodles for a midnight snack when you get back. Good night."

When I had just finished replying, Drizzle replied right after me:

"You're still there."

"Yeah, I'm still around." I replied immediately.

"Nice ......," Drizzle replied immediately afterward.

This is considered our longest chat after 7 months, I did not ask him where you disappeared for so long, he also greeted me as a matter of course. Like people who have known each other for a long time, because of an agreement, after several months to meet again, the reason for leaving naturally do not know, but the reason for meeting is well known.

Turning off the light, I looked at my phone until the bright light of the screen faded for a split second and I fell completely asleep.

Early in the morning, the sky was overcast and cold, and the particles that filled the air seemed as if they would instantly turn into ice crystals. I wrapped my jacket tightly around me and then ran to the fast food restaurant to buy a burger. As I pushed the door to leave the fast food restaurant, I held the burger in one hand and carried my workout clothes in the other, thinking that I would go to the gym for a while in the evening. When I got to the office, it was only 8:40, so I turned on my computer and ate my burger at the same time.

The e-mail calendar shows a 10 a.m. meeting today.

Behind him in the glass office, Yang Yiqing calmly tapped in front of the computer. Suddenly saw his suit jacket, it was the same as yesterday's, did he not go back last night?

I raised my eyebrows incredulously and hurriedly sat down and began to read the meeting materials. A light drizzle began to fall outside the window. There were also tree branches swaying in the wind, and it felt like it was definitely going to be a downpour tonight.