I lay down on my bed again, remembering everything Jade shared. I miss him, I miss him so much that it's slowly killing me on the side.
I would give everything to wake up next to him again, to see his bright smile and his silly jokes, I even miss our fights.
I wish to just hear his voice one more time, but all I see is how he bled out in front of me. I miss how he held me close to him, the passion we shared, the love we had.
We used to get lost in each other, losing all of our fear, our passion was so deep that it made us addicted to each other.
I've never used drugs before, but he was my drug and this very moment I have withdrawal, I can’t deal with the pain. It's unbearable. It pains me so much that it's suffocating me. The tightness in my chest, and the numb feeling I have to rea
