NICOLE
Right now, I can't stay here with him—that's the one thing I know for sure.
I have things to resolve. I might have decided deep inside of me that my relationship with Sebastian is over, but I’ve got to fix this. I tap Roman’s shoulder in the dark and tell him, “I have to go.”
He lifts his head quickly. “Go where?”
I don’t answer him and merely give him a light shove so he can get off me, which he eventually does. I can’t see anything, so I carefully step down from the bed and make my way to the door, which so happens to be right next to the light switch.
When I turn the lights on, everything sinks in at once even before I turn to look at Roman. He’s sitting on the bed of the bed, his pants loose. The fly is undone.
He’s looking at me in a way that makes me want to run back
