Lauren.
What I wanted to believe was not even important anymore after all the words that the doctor had said. He turned away as soon as he was done but nobody said anything, no one moved, no one blinked, everyone was in total incredulity. I needed some air cause I didn't think I could breathe. Corrie was practically a vegetable and it was all my fault, I needed to see him when he at least had breath left, he couldn't just die on me like this. I needed him. Catie needed him.
His mum needed him. His friends needed him so did everyone around him. I wanted to hear somebody say it was my fault but no one did. My life was a mess. Maybe my mum had been right when she said I was always a problem, right from birth. Maybe being breech had really brought a curse upon me. I now believed her. I left
