Corrie.
I missed Lauren, I missed my friends as well as my old life. I still loved Lauren, I never once stopped thinking about her. We ignored each other for three weeks, three f*****g weeks. I did not approach, I never said anything to her and neither did she. I did not blame her cause it had all been my fault. If only I had listened to my mum then. My mum had told me that I needn't have ended it. She told me I would not know if long distance relationships worked without trying it which was the same thing Lauren, Carl, Jess and even Noel had said. I let my ego control my emotions and decisions. I snubbed them all and they had all tried to look out for me. I wanted to ask for another chance even if I knew I had already had several of them before. I sent her an email asking her if we coul
