Angela tried to explain to me in the softest possible way what I had to do in order to survive in this city. There was no longer the possibility of living, only a way of survival. Needless to say, I was shocked and all of my dreams and plans I had for my future alone with my son collapsed in a matter of minutes. Everything burned to ashes and no way of going back anymore. I had burned all the bridges and now I was all alone in a small boat with only the strength of my own arms to paddle it through thick and thin. A great storm was right in front of me and I had no escape anymore, so I decided to pull myself together and go with it. I had still a small hope of escaping it, I planned that I would do that kind of work for some months until I had enough savings to disappear from that place and
