My Perfect Prince

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I was up and down all morning with my little prince. Not wanting to wake Antonio up. I had no choice now. I have to use the bathroom sooo bad. Shaking him lightly "Antonio" I said quietly. He jumps up. "What! Whats wrong?" "Shhhh, he's sleeping. I do have to use the bathroom though, please?" He rolls his eyes and gets out of bed. He unlocks me. I went to the bathroom. When I came out he was in the kitchen. I walked in. "If you're looking for my tools I already put them away." He says as he makes himself a cup of coffee. "Can I have some water please?" I need to be nice, I don't want him to take me away from my baby. "It's in the fridge. Get yourself some breakfast." He says taking a sip of his coffee and sitting at the small table. "Do you want anything?" I asked nicely. This is killing me. "No. How did Jr. Sleep?" "Not very well. He had a long night so it's expected." Opening the fridge I grab a water, and take a banana. I stand there. "Sit down" he says kicking the chair out from across from him. The pain from him using the belt on me is so bad, and having a baby. But I don't want to make him mad right now. So I carefully sit. I want so bad to kill him and take my baby and run. But I know I have to wait. I need to heal. I will save us from him. I have too. I have given up hope my uncle will save me. It's going to be up to me now. I start to peel my banana when the baby starts crying. I start to get up. "Sit down, I got it." He says. I was actually kinda relieved. I was starving. He brings The baby into the kitchen. Rocking him and smiling at him. It was such a kind smile, it reminded me how he used to be. I finish my Banana, and chug my water. I don't say anything. I don't want to draw attention to me. Doesn't take him long to hiss at me. "Are you just going to sit there all day?" I wasn't sure how to answer that. Or what he wanted me to do. Or what I could even do. I walked over to the trash to throw out my garbage. "Do you need or want me to do anything?" I quietly said looking down at the ground. Thank goodness at the moment the baby started crying. "He probably needs to nurse" I said reaching out for him. "Fine hurry up and feed him. Handing me the baby I stand there and nurse the baby. When he was finished he had fallen asleep. "Go put him in his room." Antonio demanded. I didn't want to put him down. I knew I had to listen. At lease he is letting me see my son. I laid him down gently into his bed. I can feel Antonio watching me. I slowly walk out of the room. He grabs my arm and pulls me to his room. "I am going to take a shower." He grabs the chain and hooks it onto my wrist. "What if A.J. gets up?" I asked "He will be fine for a minute." He said walking out of the room. I go over to the window to see if I can open it. It's really old and rusted. At least there isn't bars on these ones. It took me a minute, but I was able to get it cracked enough so I could get my fingers under it. I heard the shower shut off and quickly pushed it back shut. It did make a loud noise. I know he heard me. I jumped on the bed. "What the f**k were you doing?" Antonio says coming in, wearing just a towel around is waist. "Nothing, I was just looking out the window." Trying to avoid eye contact. "Fuckin lyin b***h. You think I'm stupid? You can't ever just f*****g listen can you? I was trying to be nice." He says wisper yelling trying not to wake up the baby. "I really was just looking out the window. I just needed a little air. Thats all. It was a long night and I still hurt so bad. I'm chained to the bed anyways." I said starting to cry. Praying he won't lock me downstairs again. "You just can't help but care about yourself can you? It's always about you. When are you going to learn, you are not number one in this world. You have a baby now, He is number 1. " Antonio says while grabbing me by my cheeks and forcing me to look at him. "I'm sorry. I didn't..." Is all I could say between the tears. Everything I do is for my baby. I would spend the rest of my life with this asshole. If it ment protecting my son. If I could just get Leo out of here. Some where safe. Away from Antonio. "Thats your problem, you really just don't care about anyone but yourself." He is really geting mad now. I have to de-escalate the situation. "Antonio, Please, I really didn't..." He doesn't let me finish. "Again with you. You could have killed my son last night, and you don't even care." "I didn't want too! You were drunk and gave me no choice!" "I was drunk because of you!" "Antonio, I don't know what to say. Please tell me what I can do to fix this?" "You can finish what you started last night." He said pulling off the towel. "Antonio, I can't!" Grabing my lower abdomen. Praying he isn't actually trying anything after just having a baby. "Oh, no, not there Princess. Your mouth seems to be working perfectly fine though." I can't even believe he is asking me to do this. Well, not asking me, I have to do this. I don't want fight him. I try so hard to hold in my tears. "Ok" is all I can say. He actually seems mad that I agree. "You're giving up so easy? Again? It's pathetic." "Antonio, I don't know why you hate me so much. This is all in your head. I loved you so much. I can't even think straight right now. You seem to hate me no matter what I do or say. What do you want from me?" "Well right now I want you to stop talking so much and put this in your mouth" he says as he shakes his c**k. I can't tell if he wants me to want it, or wants me to fight him. I don't move. Maybe he will just go away. Like that will ever happen. He grabs my and pulls me to the floor. I scream a little bit. He smacks me "shut up b***h, you will wake up my son." Putting my mouth to his d**k. I open it up. I can feel him getting bigger and harder as he pushes my face back and forth. Trying to stick it all the way in. He plugs my nose. I start to struggle to breath. Try to push him away. Even for a moment. He's not letting go. Finally he pulls out for a moment. I take a few deep breath in. "You like that don't ya?" He does it again. "Please" I cry catching my breath. "I love it when you cry for me." As he does it again. Finally he finishes. "Thats my good little Princess." I just sit on the floor and don't say anything. I hate him so much. He leaves the room, and I lay against the wall and must have cried myself asleep.
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