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The next few weeks were pretty much the same. I did whatever Antonio said to do. He keeps me chained up at night or if he leaves. He got me a breast pump, and makes me pump all the time. Hasn't tried to feed A.J. a bottle yet though. I am feeling so much better now. He hasn't really hurt me, as I have been avoiding any kind of conflict. Doing what he says, and not asking for things. Just taking care of my beautiful baby. He is so perfect. He smiles and bables and is always so happy to see me. Unlike Antonio who still hates me. He doesn't even let me call myself mom. He refuses to acknowledge that A.J. is my baby too. He and A.J. are out for a walk, so of course I am stuck to the bed. He usually isn't gone for to long though. I wish I could go with them. I hate when he takes my baby from me. They were gone for maybe an hour when I heard him come back in. I heard him go to A.J. room. He must have fallen asleep. Which sucks for me. He knows I have just stopped bleeding yesterday. I know hes going to want s*x. I try to pretend I'm sleeping when he comes into the room. He turns the light on. "I know you're not sleeping. Get up!" I sit up on th edge of the bed. He walked to me. Then he rubbed his hand on the side of my face. He leaned in for a kiss. I turn my face away slightly. I didn't mean to turn away. It was just a reaction. "I'm so sorry!" I instantly realize what I did. He grabs my face and gives me the look of death. Before he can say anything. I wrap my arms around his waist, and plead for him not to get mad. He pushes me away. "Kristy, Princess, I have given you so much. And still it's not enough. No matter what I do for you, I can never please you." He said wanting me to reassure him. "Antonio, I didn't mean..." He doesn't let me finish. He leans down and grabs my jaw, Sticking his tongue in my mouth. I close my eyes. He squeezes tighter on my face. Pulls a little bit away. "look at me!" He demands. I open eyes. Staring right into his once calming, protective eyes. All I see now is hate. "kiss me back." He says leaning in for a kiss. I do as he says. He reaches down to take my shirt off. It gets stuck on the chain that is around my wrist. It didn't stop him. He pushed me onto my back on the bed. Standing above me he pulls his belt off. And throw it into the bed next to me. He pulls his pants down. And gets on top of me. He starts playing with my n*****s. They leak milk. He doesn't care. He sticks them in his mouth, and continues to play with them. My n*****s already hurt so bad from breast feeding and pumping. He bites on them harder. Rubbing his c**k against me. I can feel him getting harder. He reaches his hand down and pulls down my panties. And rubs my c**t a little, before sticking his fingers inside me. I let out a quiet moan. "Oh, you like that? He says as he pulls his fingers out. And sticks them back in. I shake my head no. He doesn't care. He grabs my face he stick his toung into my mouth. Biting down on my lower lip. He lifts my leg over his shoulder, and He puts his d**k inside me. Pushing it in as far as he can. I let out a scream. It hurt so much. He doesn't care though. He covers my mouth with his hand and tells me to shut up. Keeping his hand over my mouth he starts to f**k me harder. Thrusting in and out. He stops and turns me onto my back. Pushing my face into the pillow he starts f*****g me again. I'm struggling to breathe. Trying to fight his hand off the back of my head. I grab his arm and try to pull it off. He finally let go and grabs my arm and twists it be hind my back. Finally I can feel him c*m inside me. He gets off of me. I roll over and I grab the blanket and cover myself up with it. I hate him so much. I try my hardest not to cry. I can't even say anything. Looking down hoping he just leaves me alone. He walks over to me after getting dressed. "Whats the matter Princess?" He asked as he rubs the side of my face pulling it to look at him. I don't say anything. I guess I didn't have too. My face speaks for me. He pushes my face away. "Oh grow up." he says as he grabs my arm and unlocks me. I want so bad to hit him. Hurt him. Make him feel my pain. He walks out the door. I grab my shirt and underwear and get them on. Then go to the bathroom to clean myself up. He left sissors out. I look at the sissors and up at the camera. I think he's testing me again. I decide it's not worth it. I walk into the kitchen he was standing there drinking a glass of water. I should have grabbed the sissors and stabbed him with them. f*****g disgusting asshole. "Kristy... Kristy. " I don't know how many times he says my name before I get out of my head. "Sorry, I was just ummm, thinking is all." I walk over to the cupboard and grab a cup. He sets his glass in the sink and walks to the couch. Fuck it. I open the cupboard where he keeps the liquor. And pour myself a shot. I quickly drink it and pour a 2nd one. I know Antonio is going to get mad. I don't even care. I haven't had a drink since I found out I was pregnant. I grab the bottle and sit at the table. I can feel the warmth run through my veins. I really needed this. It takes a couple more drinks before he notices. "What the f**k are you doing?" He yells as he starts walking towards me. "Ummm Drinking." I replied. "You can't be drinking you stupid b***h. You have to feed the baby." He says as he grabs the bottle from me. "You can feed him. You have plenty of milk pumped." I don't even care what I say at this point. I grab the bottle back from him. It's to late now anyways. I already have a buzz going on. He reaches his hand up like he was going to hit me when A.J. started crying. "Ill deal with you later" he says as he goes to get the baby.
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