Princess to Prisoner

First Fight

Everything has been going very well the past couple weeks. I went out shopping and got clothes that fit. Though I was hesitant to wear them.

Today I am 18 weeks and we are having the doctor come over for a check. And an ultrasound. I wish Aunt Anna was here with me. She would want to see the baby.

I was sitting by the pool when Antonio came out and told me its time for lunch and to get ready for the Drs. I got up to go in the house. "What do you want for lunch?" He asked. I started naming off a bunch of things. I haven't had any weird or crazy cravings, but I have been eating A LOT.

He laughed and said, "O.k so the whole kitchen for lunch it is."

"I'm sorry. Between all the stress and being pregnant. It's the first time I didn't have to worry about eating something and getting fat, because I'm going to get fat anyways." I was embarrassed.

He grabs my hand and laughs, "It's fine. Lets go eat and get ready."

The doctor did the ultrasound sound first. I drank to much water and felt like I was going to pee myself. I don't know why they make you do that. I'm supposed to be happy and excited, and all I could focus on was not peeing everytime he moved his wand around.

He did do the ultrasound in 3D which was amazing to see. But I wondered if the baby was going to look like the monster who did this to me. It was hard to tell. But I was so in love with him. I don't think it will matter. He was even sucking his thumb. It was so cute to watch him move around.

Everything looked great, and the Dr. said I go can to the bathroom. "Finally." I laughed, but I really needed to go. Handing me a cup to pee in.

After I got back he finished doing all the Dr things. Then asked me questions. I answered them all and then he said. "You have gained a bit extra weight. Whats your diet like?"

I was so embarrassed. I couldn't even answer the question.

He said "it's ok. Just make sure to eat healthy, and get exercise. Its good for both you and the baby. Other then that, everything is perfect. Congratulations!"

After he left I was relieved. I looked at Antonio "Our baby is perfect!"

He looked a bit annoyed. "Yes, our baaaaby is perfect."

"What do you mean by that?" I was confused.

"Nothing princess. I love you. What do you want to do with the day?"

"Ummm... What about popcorn and a movie?!"

"I don't really feel like eating again. Maybe we should go to my gym. Its been a minute since we worked out together."

Confused I agreed. "Ooook?"

We worked out for what felt like forever. He wasn't really giving me any attention. I was so confused. What did I do?

I went to shower up after and get ready for dinner. Antonio didn't even kiss me.

I felt alone again. While showering my mind began to run. Maybe it was hard on him today? He has taken on a huge roll of being a father to a baby that's not even his. Not to mention how someone wants me dead and I have to hide away from the world. That is a lot to ask for anyone.

I decided to dress nice for dinner. I put on a dress that I thought hid my little baby belly the best. I felt so beautiful. It was actually nice getting dressed up like this. I miss this so much.

I came into the dining room. He was already seated waiting for me. "The chef took some time off, so I made us dinner tonight." He said.

There was a salad sitting there. I smiled and said it looks awesome. I didn't want to push things so I ate the salad and waited for the next course. Which never came. He stood up and asked what I wanted to do next. He never once mentioned my dress, or the fact I put so much time into getting dressed up for him.

I don't know, I'm pretty tired" I said.

"Do you want to go for a walk with me?" He asked.

At this point I really didn't. He seems so mad at me. I feel like being alone is better then this. "Ummm. I think I am just going to go to bed. Want to join me?" I said trying to get him to acknowledge how I dressed up for him.

"Maybe in a little bit princess." He replied.

I went to our room. I was mad. He has never been like this. I didn't do anything wrong. Did I? Thinking of everything we have been through. It's enough to drive anyone crazy.

He came in a while later. I was still hopeful, and put a sexy nighty. I just wanted him to be in a better mood. He wasn't.

He got in bed next to me and just laid down to sleep. Facing the opposite way. I needed to know what was wrong. I wanted to make him happy.

I rolled over, placed my arm over him, and kissed his shoulder. "I Love you..." I said it, not sure how or if he would react.

"I love you too princess" he said, with no other reaction.

"Please tell me whats wrong?" I asked needing to know. He didn't say anything. "Antonio? Please? I want to help you, and make you feel better." Again he doesn't respond. So I push more.

Finally he gets up and starts yelling. "You are so selfish! Only think about yourself! I bet no one has told you NO a day in your life. You are a spoiled little b***h, and expects everyone to bow down to you. As long as the princess is happy, nothing else matters!"

I didn't know how to respond. I am spoiled. I know this. I was raised with money thrown in my face. Told to just shut up, and this is how life is... He knows this. I like nice things. But I am never mean about it.

My hormones must have kicked in. I started crying. "I never pretended to be anything then who I am. I never pretended to be perfect! I was born to be perfect, I had to be! I thought... With you... At least for a moment I could just be me." I was crying.

"Again... Only concerned with yourself. The doctor was concerned today, and you asked for more food? I want you and our baby to be healthy. I have done so much for us. And you act as though you don't have to care! The whole world revolves are the little Princess!"

I got up and ran to the bathroom. I don't even know what to do. I sit on the floor with my face in my hands crying. Trying to figure out what I did that was so wrong.

A short while later there was a knock on the door. "Can I come in?" He asks.

"Just go away!" I screamed at him.

"What can I do to fix this? You can't stay in the bathroom all night."

"Please just leave me a alone."

I hear the bedroom door open and slam shut. I am used to dealing with controlling men. Jax, and My uncle were always controlling. However, they were never mean to me.

When Missy told me about Jax, I never thought in a million years he would do something like that. I still don't know what was true. That wasn't the Jax I knew. How much I miss him now.

I waited a little while to make sure he was gone before coming out. I grabbed his pillow, and a blanket and threw it on the couch. I hope he gets the hint.