ELEANOR POV
Fucking a man is an humiliation ritual unless he’s worth something: Beauty, money, influence... or a good d**k.
Banks has it all and he's quite good with them. All.
My request for "time to think" isn't because I’m looking for a relationship.
Men like him don't do "girlfriends." But being his f**k-toy comes with quite the rumor and backlash.
First: Johnny, my ex-boyfriend will notice since we work together. Yes- he's my supervisor. We only broke up three weeks ago. He’ll talk about it, namecall me and I'll hate it.
Banks supersedes him in every ways no doubt, but Johnny is younger than Banks. Banks is probably in his early forties or late thirties.
Second: Men like Banks are brutal. I’m afraid being his toy means I’ll eventually be expected to "share."
I’ve fantasized
