Chapter Eight: SpankingFreya is used to being on edge. All the performances on stage with thousands of people watching means she's used to the panic attack she gets before hand, the shortness of breath and sudden, all-encompassing thoughts of how this will all crash and fail and she's a horrible person and nothing is going to go the way she wants it to and-
She takes a shuddering inhale and lets out her breath slowly, talking herself down from the attack before she faints. Anticipation and anxiety are taking turns wrecking havoc in her mind, twisting her stomach and making her jitter with nervous energy and need.
It's not like they haven't made out before, but it's the first time they'll be in each other's presence after the doctor's full medical examination comes through and she knows
