I woke up early and miraculously I would still be alive after I did that, I stood up slowly I felt myself. My body doesn t hurt like it used to. What they say seems effective. I fixed myself and wore a pajama again, I had almost nothing to do and was still looking for distraction. I grabbed the phone and texted him and to say thank you. It also helped somehow. But I was about to hang up the phone when it rang again, but it didn't come from Fred. Kev: Good morning Annika, I'm going to the bookstore in the afternoon, can you buy something? To Kev: Don't know, but I will come with you, I will buy something. After I sent, I dried my hair and never answered his message again. He will pick me up at one o'clock later. I decided to open the gifts a month after sitting on that table, I sa

