That day when I went to hospital just to see her, I was holding a bouquet of sunflowers. But as usual, she would throw it away, of course why don’t I get used to what she always does to me? Every day is foolproof. I run away from meetings, rehearsals just to see him. Rejection. That’s the first thing I learned from him, I’m getting used to him always rejecting myself. I proved that Shaina was not a materialistic woman, and because of that I loved her even more. Then one time, after we had a meeting about the second project of Moonstone. About the song I wrote, they are forcing me to release it but I refuse. I don’t, I want the first to hear non is the woman I love. And I had a plan about that, that was my first composition to Shaina, and that was also the first time I made a song. It’s a

