Regret.
That is the only thing Cynthia and Lotus share at that moment.
Cynthia for being selfish and harming the woman and the child her beloved loves. And Lotus, for being impatient and selfish at the same time for seducing her brother.
Lotus stilled, she thought that she don't even deserve to call him brother anymore because... they aren't related even a drop of the blood that is running through her veins. She whimper as she realize how bad the things went. She covered her mouth to stop the noise from her cries because of the pain she is feeling inside her chest. She blamed everything to her. Everything but not the faults her mother did.
She thought that all the things her mother did to her is for her to be useful as a chess piece. She used her to help her manipulate the Baldwin'
