LOTUS' POINT OF VIEW
When I was five, I often get bullied because of being a concubine's child. They said that my mom is a seducer who just tricked my dad to be in the family. They also said that, to make her position there get stronger, she even killed the wife of my dad— Aunt Maria.
It hurts because no matter how hard I try to make my mom be innocent even in their eyes only, I can't. Because even myself do not know who my true mom is.
My mom maybe Cynthia Flamegreen. But she is not a mom to me, she is more likely, a strict trainer who trains me to be the heiress of the Baldwin family.
I don't want to be a 'someone'. I want to be myself. But my mom strictly insisted that I must be the heiress no matter what happens.
Is it too much to be whoever I want?
Is it too much for me to
