(Roxette pov) I couldn't sleep, the room was quiet and only the creak of my bed where I was lying could be heard every time I moved. The room was dark because Ivan turned off the light earlier so that I could fall asleep quickly. But the opposite happened. I raised my head slightly to see if Ivan was asleep, and I think he was sound asleep. I went back to lying down properly and strained to close my eyes. I didn't let Aunt Lyn know I was in the hospital because I didn't want her to worry about me. It would have been more comfortable if Irish were with me, not Ivan, but Irish didn't want to stay in the hospital for a long time for some reason, so she stayed for a while earlier and left as soon as Ivan arrived. In moments like this, I can’t help but think of Ralf. He is still my husb

