My heart was beating so fast and I didn't know what to say to him. He is my cousin and here he is a man who can do things he shouldn't do. I started looking for a way to get out of that situation and as long as possible I avoided his eyes. "I- Ivan, you're just drunk, we better go inside, huh? I said with a forced smile on my face. "No! I'm serious. And if you want, I can repeat everything I told you today,tomorrow if you wish.' He said with an angry tone that want me to believe him. I know he is serious. I can feel it but it's wrong, even just listening to what he says now makes me feel like I'm committing a sin. I stopped moving and looked at him directly. "Don't do this!' Don't do this to me, Ivan.' "I don't want to lose you, and I don't want to lose whatever we have now, so p

