I don't know who to answer to? Cindy approached the veranda and finally got to where I was. "Ralf?" Are you still there? "Ralf ?! No, I don’t know why or maybe I ended the call so I could hide that I have someone else in my room right now. "What ?! I yelled at Cindy that we were standing next to the door. I feel like it means what she’s doing right now. I pushed the sliding door next to her to make more space as I made my way back into the room. She followed me with her gaze, as if at any moment tears would fall in her eyes. I put one hand on my waist and I knew she could feel the annoyance in me in these moments because that’s how I really feel right now. "What the hell ?! Just- what the hell are you doing?! I was so upset that she started to cry. It looked like I was oppressi

