I felt heavy as I walked to the hotel elevator down to my room number. I know I look like a waste but I don't care what other people will think of me. I feel like I’m broken in these moments and I have the right to be numb even for a while. "Cindy? ' I just looked up at the tall man in the elevator when the door opened. "What happened? I've been waiting for you at the bar earlier. He added. I felt tired and not in the mood to answer his questions, so I just went into the elevator. “What happened? He asked me again. One by one I took off my heeled shoes and just carried them. "Do you like me? I weakly asked him, while not looking at him. "Huh? ' He spoke briefly. "Do you want me?' When I repeat and then I stare at him. I knew he had been restraining himself before. His lips

