(Roxette pov) I carried Rain in my arms when I hurriedly left Ralf's house. I'm catching my breath not because Rain is heavy that I'm carrying, but because my chest is full right now. There are so many emotions stored in here that I still can't let go. I Even hold back my tears because I shouldn't. I don't even know why I still feel this pain when I'm with Ralf. I know it shouldn't be, I've moved on, I have Ivan now so I shouldn't feel this way anymore. I forcibly closed, opened my eyes to hold back my tears from falling. Until we boarded a cab, I carried that heavy feeling. Later on our way back to hotel, my phone rang. It was Ivan. I answered his call, asking me if I'm alright and where did Ralf take us. I told him everything that he needed to know. Not every detail and of course

