“Calm down Roxette! Your baby is fine, Okay? Calm down.' "Shhh! ' calm down, everything is fine now. don't worry. I felt relieved with what Ivan said who was then hugging me as we sat on the hospital bed. I could feel every gentle touch of his hands on my back, something that really made me feel better. I feel peaceful and safe whenever Ivan is with me in such situations, and I am very grateful for that. I can still feel the thickening of my eyelids due to the prolonged crying. But I can say I don’t feel that heavy. Knowing that the baby I am carrying in my womb is safe, that is enough for me. Ivan hasn't left my side since yesterday, what he was wearing yesterday is still what he's wearing until now, so he probably hasn't come home to rest yet. And now he’s peeling me fruit that

