Serena's POV
I was spiraling. I was taking Jack's death harder than I thought I ever would. I visited his grave and those of his kids and wife and left flowers. I broke down while I was there and left flowers.
Lily was waiting for me in the car. I needed her to come with me because there was no way I was going to drive. I would have asked Dante, but I couldn't see him anywhere, and I didn't want to ride with a stranger.
"This is not your fault, S. You have to stop carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders," Lily said to me.
"He wouldn't be dead—those kids wouldn't be dead if it wasn't for me. I am the reason why they were harmed. They are gone because I involved someone in my drama."
"You didn't know what would happen. You are not a monster. The real monster is th
