Week 4 - Session 4 Tuesday I woke up today, and it felt like a heavy burden was lifted from my heart, I guess writing that letter kind of helped me a little bit. I haven't seen Hayden in the last two days, and whenever he was home, I didn't have the courage to give him the letter always keeping myself busy with something. Hayden hasn't been home a lot lately always telling me he was staying over at Joshua's so he doesn't bother me when he gets back home. We slept in the same bed again, I should probably see that as a start, but it was not like we touched each other, he stayed on his side and I stayed on mine. I got out of bed and walked over to his bedside table if I put the letter in there, he would get it and then maybe he would read it I could just hope. I opened the drawer and th

