GENEVIEVE
I didn't sleep all night.
And that's kind of a problem because I get nervous and a little neurotic when I don't sleep. Insomnia and I are no strangers, especially since I haven't been able to completely desensitize myself to that word. It might as well be written in red marker because it's one of the words I struggle with the most. Along with death .
I think I also need to add moving to the red list, because I can't do it. I should, I have to, but my mind is stuck in a different kind of loop that I can't escape.
So I spent the night in the closet. I wanted to stay with Dad, but Dan told me in that stern voice to "go home and get some sleep" because tomorrow "today" is a big day. He didn't say the last part, but I figured it out on my own.
However, I couldn't just
