GENEVIEVE
You know when you're happy, but you feel like everything will turn into an epic mess? Yeah, that's me right now.
Because it's been so peaceful these past few days, so happy, so healthy. Dad even put his hand on mine when I went to visit him the day after my conversation with Dan. He squeezed, just a little, and I almost fainted with happiness. The doctor didn't give me much hope, saying it was probably a subconscious motor reaction and meant nothing, but I don't believe that. I'm sure Dad wants to wake up. Besides, he was welcoming me back because it's been a while since I last visited him.
I apologized for wanting to bury him while he was still alive. I told him I didn't want to and that I just didn't want him to abandon me like my mother did, and at that exact moment
