A month later.
Time flies when you miss someone so insanely that you start fantasizing about them all the time. Yes, that's what happened in the past month. I miss my beast so damn much, I'm going crazy. There is a need inside of me for him that is spreading like wildfire that I feel like I'm on a heat.
My body craves to be close to him and mate with him, while my mind is angry (a little bit) with him. I have been dealing with mood swings too. One second I cuss him, the next second I apologize profusely because I couldn't bear to swear at him. He seems so pure at times and at times, I feel like he is an evil being that did some twisted magic on me.
I couldn't be blamed for thinking so. The effect he has on me is insane. It's not humanly possible to like someone so much. There was some
