What Happens When You Have Nothing Left

Chapter 5: Alone With Him

WARNING: This chapter is a possible trigger as it has scenes of s****l abuse!

Rachel

Today has been…awkward at best. I am finally settled into my room, reading a good book thinking about how everything went today.

Sir’s behaviour was very odd, even a little scary. But after talking to Lucas, I understood Sir a bit more. He does not wish to get attached, however, this is not the future I was hoping for. All I can do is pray that I can give him a male heir…or I will forever be a Red, unable to ever have the future I dreamed of. How depressing and uncertain my future was with Sir.

Lucas though… I wish someone like Lucas would have bought me. Physically, he is everything I would have ever imagined. He’s sweet, he can make me smile, and I would love for him to be my first. Unfortunately, that is not what the cards had in store for me.

I crawl into the bed, tired after the long day, and wait for sleep to come to me. Hopefully, things are not too bad.

When I wake up the next morning it's to the sound of my door being slammed open. I look up to see Sir barging into my room. I look up in shock as he approaches me he is only wearing PJ pants. I have to admit he looks exceptional!! A hard 8 pack and wonderful muscular arms. I swear I could lick him from head to toe… but he does not seem to be very happy to see me? I couldn't help but feel a little alarmed and hurt.

“What the f**k did I say about making eye contact!?!” Sir yells at me. I quickly avert my eyes as I feel him grip me by my neck. I try my best to calm my breathing as his grip tightens slightly.

“Listen here, little girl... we are going to f**k now. You are not going to touch me, kiss me, anything that even resembles affection, do you understand me? According to your results, you are fertile as of today, perfect timing if you ask me. So, I am going to give you 30 seconds to undress and bend over for me. Understand slut?” He says tightening his grip around my neck a bit tighter.

“Yes Sir” I quickly whisper, keeping my eyes averted. Sir let go of my neck so I was able to take off all of my clothing for him until all that stood before him was my freshly waxed body. His cruel eyes raked me over, I feel like I am being gawked at intently, the attention from his stare makes me feel the moisture in my core. I hear him clear his throat and I quickly listen for further instruction.

“Bend over onto your hands and knees on the bed. Place your hands on the headboard rails. If you even think about releasing your hold, you will be punished severely. Do you understand?” Sir demanded.

“Yes Sir”, I quickly oblige as I assumed the position he demanded, both of my innocent holes now spread wide for his enjoyment. I quickly feel the head of his pre c*m soaked c**k rubbing against my soaking wet core before he forces his c**k deep inside of me.

I scream, feeling my innocence be torn away from me, no sympathy, no pleasure, just pain. He immediately starts thrusting furiously, chasing his release not even attempting to give me any pleasure. I continue screaming in pain, tears running down my cheeks as he slaps my ass HARD, making me bite my lip to try and muffle the scream as he growls

“Stop f*****g screaming slut! This is what you are for! This is your f*****g purpose!” I feel his nails dig into my hips as he thrusts harder and faster, his release quickly coming,

I bite my lip, closing my eyes tight, attempting to just get through it. I finally feel him releasing his seed inside of me, when he quickly pulls out and gets dressed.

“Lay down on your bed for an hour and do not allow a single drop of my seed to leak out of you. I will know, and you will be punished” Sir demands as he pulls his PJ pants back on. I laid down onto my back as I clenched my thighs together trying to keep everything in and mumbled a quiet obedient “Yes Sir”

I hear him slam the door behind him as he exits my room. What just happened?! This was not how I imagined my first time. Disgust and shame flood me, all I can do is cry. I lay on my side, keeping my legs clenched together like I was ordered to do. I pull my blanket up over me so I can hide under it as I tried to muffle my sobbing. I have no idea what to do anymore. It’s not even lunchtime yet, and it’s already happened, whatever this was. I know from the force he used I was bleeding, but I dare not move. I waited for the hour to be finished.

Finally, time was up and I slowly got out of bed feeling the soreness in every inch of my body. I went over to the bathroom to hop into the shower, making sure the water was as hot as I could stand it. I quickly try to wash the disgust off of my body, seeing his seed and blood running down my thighs. I finish my shower stepping out and dry off. I tie my long hair up into a messy bun. then proceed to go put on another white dress that was left for me. I settle back into bed with my book, trying to distract myself from what just happened as I wait for my lunch to arrive.

Lucas knocks on my door softly before letting himself in to bring me my lunch. “Good morning sunshine!” He cheerily says as he places my food on the side table. He takes a peek at my face before doing a double-take, unable to hide the shock on his face at my red puffy eyes.

“What the hell happened in here?!?” He asks me. This instantly brings back the tears. He quickly sits beside me wrapping me in his arms, gently rubbing my back. “Sweetie are you okay? I know you don’t have many people here, but you can talk to me about anything. I hope you know that.” Lucas said soothingly.

I nod my head burying my face into his chest as my tears continue to stream down my face. He smells so good, it’s sweet but manly and oddly comforting.

“All he wanted to do was impregnate me… it hurt, it didn’t feel good at all!! He’s was just so mean about it, Lucas!!!… This is nothing like I imagined or hoped for!! I just wanted someone to love me, treat me like a treasure, and now I’m trapped!! If I have a male, I can never leave and this is will be my life FOREVER!!!! If I have a female, I will be sent back to be a Red, with an unwanted baby, and who knows what will happen to me!!!” I cry out as I bury my face in his chest again.

Lucas holds me affectionately, I can feel him pull me closer until he whispers into my ear “Maybe I could help??…”